&so my day rocked on

2006-10-28T10:51:00.000+08:00

aloha people!!!

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HAHAHAHAHAHA. i find it funny.

2006-10-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

hey people!! i thought it was gonna be a boring day today but it turned our fine. had cell grp and then we all headed to east coast's settler inn and played board games that i bet you have never seen be4 in you entire life. it was fun luh!

i'm sooo dreading to get a new blogskin but the templates just couldnt work ever since i've got the chatterbox. ughh. so the next time,i'm back to cbox which indeed, i hate most.

tsk, should have gotten a livejournal but i'm too lazy and i think i'll still stick to blogger.

i'm too lazy to even upload all the pics and vids taken tday so i'll do it tmr, i promise. will be gng back indo soon and i'm excited.

nights y'all.

2006-10-26T16:14:00.000+08:00

last day of school. a lil sad yet happy. some sexuality talk again and it really killed me. and mr yee is a big sucker luh! made us stay back for like half an hour. turh,huge sucker with stinky socks that one can smell 12 feet away.

got back my results. i got hell from ms angeline ang. haha. i deproved like 14 positions in level. i got 48 in level. sucker. chun zhi's got 44. double sucker. and she keeps worrying about it.

CZ: omg omg omg omg. die le die le die le die le. i got 44 in level and i wont be able to go 3/1!!!!!arghhhh
me: huh? 3/1?? siao.
CZ: eh!! i didnt get top 40 leh. cannot go 3/1 lah. ms ang said alrdy loh, must at least get top 40.
me: huh? wtf.
CZ: die la. sure go worst class.
me: -bothered, smacked her on the head. CHUN ZHI, YOU'RE GOING NOWHERE WITH A 44 IN LEVEL OKAY!! DUH! YOU'LL STILL ENDED UP IN 2/1. why so worried? this is NOT our streaming?? knock-knock. hello??
CZ: AHAHAHHAHA. but im so worried abt next yr luh!
me: accept the fact dude. you're still gng to 2/1. and in the yr 2008, dont be surprised to see urself in 3/5. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
CZ: -.-'''

i love my crazy retard friend whos obssesed with 3/1. HAHA.

and i've seen the sec 2s all after mrs ang for the appeal form? its so scary and i dont want to be in sec 2. i guess i better work realy hard next year. oh you just see.

went to tiong with vic and clarissa. hda oyster mee sua and xxl chicken. hohoho. wasnt long after i munched further on bread talk. ate and crapped.

nothing interesting really. just that the rain made me felt sooo sleepy that i almost missed my stop. garhhhh. i want to sleep now so bye bye!

2006-10-25T19:07:00.000+08:00

so now im back in the mood of blogging. right now i couldnt care less about those fucking spammers who seriously are fools and needs to get a life.

school was cool somehow. those crappings i guess. i wouldnt stop yaking with my girls:D some sexuality talked was supposed to be conducted but since the person wasnt around, we've got some free time til reccess. crapped and we even played heart attack with the guys. LOL. and since it was so noisy, ms ang had to split uis up.

she was over there shouting and smiling lal the way " disperse!!!!!!!!!"

whatever. one hour of reccess mea one hour of snatching chewing gum from the bookshop auntie. HAAHHAHAHA. from a full bottle to less than a quater of chewing gum.

stupid chinese reading competition got me so bored. but my girlfriends kept me entertaining the whole time. flipped through 8 days was hilarious. like they were describing on looking at the bright side when there's haze.

here's one: if you're staring at a Beng and he stares you back saying ''kuah si mi?'', you shld reply "kuah haze lorrrrr''

LOLOLOLOL. and me, vicki and clarissa had found our one true love. really really. its marcus chin. the short short fat fat guy. uh hurh.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. but vicki decided to call it quits since she found ANOTHER true love. and we both got nuts over guys and we kept calling each and every grooss guy an eyecandy.

me: -staring at the other side of the hall. EHHH. THAT GUY CUTE SIA. LOOK!! THERE THERE.-points at senior.
vicki: where got? -spots the 'eyecandy', smackes me on the head. SIAO ARH YOU. HAAHAHAHAH.
me: really what. he is 'cute' luh!!
vicki, me: -laughs hysterically.
vicki: eh eh eh!!!! i like that guy leh!!! THE GUY IN BLUE! THE GUY IN BLUE.
me: please la, diaos....every guy here is in blue. rofl,lmao.HAHAHAHAHAHAAH.
vicki: no no. the one over there. frantically waving up and down!!!
i actually thought it was some IT guy who was trying to fix the cables but....
me: huh? that sec 2 guy? ewwww.
vicki: no no NO!! its that guy over there. the very shuai one!!! there there!! pointing at the floor!!!!!!!
me: -followed the direction when she was pointing and...TENG !!!!!! IT WAS CHAI LAO SHI!

LOLOLOLOLOL. THAT OLD MAN STILL CAN MAKE IT. WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. yeah, he got her heart. and there's where she hail for mr. chai and O her heart swayed.

HAHA. did pre encounter at harbour front/vivo with Dafamily, guys an exception. it was fun. had passionfruit italian soda and pasta:DD pastamania is my favourite. really.

home that after. got pissed off by some stinging arse but duh! who cares?

2006-10-25T18:07:00.000+08:00

i aint in a mood for blogging at all. seriously. just got pissed off by spammers who just go around people's blog for nothing.

they're nothing but stupid and foolish cowards. so why dont you just leave your real name there instead of a stupid 'motherfucker' and 'anonymous'???!!! duh!! obviously you're even ashamed of your own name that was given by ur parents. leaving spam aint gonna work.

and this is MY blog. private blog. there's no reason why you shld go around spamming. cos you aint getting anything. THAT MADE YOU SOOO MUCH LIKE A FOOL. spam more and you'll get yourself insulted. really. you're nothing but such a lame shame, foolish and cowards that aint gaining nor doing any good.

only i have the authorithy to do anything to this blog cos its mine. that's just simply the reason. what had made you gone so shallow that you cant even understand simple attitude???

besides, i aint ashamed after all cos you are in fact humiliating yourself. so why dont you just get a life? please. and i dont even care of what you say about me cos its actually not about what you think of me. so why dont you just LEAVE YOUR NAME AND BE PROUD OF YOUR SPAMMING THAT ACTUALLY MADE YOU HUMILIATED YOURSELF. duh!!!

are you sure you weren't proud of your mother and looks and even your REAL name??!! tsk, i'm sure you were given with such a horrible name.

2006-10-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

hello people!!!!! today, i call it, a martin and yohan day. so today's gonna be a long long post. or shall i say full of vids and pics, so if you cant be bothered or too lazy to carry on any further than forget about continuing any further and you could always click the [x] right above. that also means you're actually missing out the fun and excitement.

before that i shall post picts from last night. yes,its the boxers that me and vera bought yesterday for martin and yohan. it was a random pick so i got to play around with martin's. LOL.

intended to meet up with them at around 12. but they were late again. urghhh. and vera's sisey joined in soon after.

i was surprised that they weren't even shocked when they found out that we've got them boxers. martin said that that was his 1st boxers in his entire life. LOLOLOL. hell cute.

and since the movie's staring at 1730, we all toured around the plaza sing like some stupid crap. was soooo dead bored. went in to this shop where they sell cool ipods. and i changed my mind about getting the lime green one. i now want the black nano:D

the prestigue is the best best movie. vera dont get the story line at all and she keeps disturbing me during the show. was irritated of course,but oh wells. i still prefer death note though. more thrills and exctiment on whos gonna be dead next. hahahaha.

i didnt cry at all. not a least bit. instead i'm all excited now. cell grp's gonna be tmr. i'm soon gonna be in sec 2 and i swear i'll work hard for my streaming. oh yeah, martin said he'll be coming back to sg next year for summer break. not so sad after al l:)

and all the work is paid off anyway:D

2006-10-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

despite being sick and grounded,i still went out to town to get a farewell pressie for yohan and martin. well that was after much procrastination of course.

had a nightmare again!!! and it's somewhat similar to the other nightmare. shant tell you guys what is it. only clarsissa knows what is going on:// vera is another exception.

so we went to BM 1st. to return some library books which i intended to read but did not-.- got fined cos i didnt return it on time. whatever. took bus 14 and headed to town.

i find vera and lioncel cute somehow.

lionel: eh,you know where to find boxes?
vera: huh? crazy ar you. want to find boxeRs for what?
lionel: to keep present inside la.
vera: huh? keep present inside boxeRs??
lionel: BOXES la. not boxeRs.
vera: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH. she's soooo adorable:D

anyways, i've forgotten to mention that today's BOXERS DAY. uh hurh. vera and i have decided to give yohan and martin boxers. and i tell ya, cineleisure had got the best boxers ever. so we bought them a dorae boxers(arent cha jealous pegpeg??LOL) and a spongebob boxers. hell cute. pictures later on. perhaps tmr.

had lunch at pastamania and toured around plaza sing. nothing much really. i wanted to watch the prestige tmr but i still want to watch death note again. urghh. heard there's another part two coming up for death note in the late dec. i'm so gonna watch it. sad that i'm not gonna watch it with libin. LOL.

and seriously, i really really miss yohan and martin already. tmr's gonna be the last day i'm ever gonna see martin. well maybe next time like about5-6 years later. he'll be gng to SF next year. awwwww.

and he even promised vera and me that we'll go makan again the next time he'll come back to singapore or if there's another reunion. i'm sad now. really. never missed a person this much.

and not just martin, there's also yohan,yossie and not to mention marcus. urghh. i'm so gonna miss them like some shit. even though i'll still be seeing yohan yossie and marcus, it'll never be the same without martin. NO MARTIN, NO MARCUS. i wont even be able to recognise that their the ie brothers unless their together.cant forget about their lame jokes that made all of us laugh like some hyenna.

awwwww. Father i pray that yohan will be in SP next year so that he'll be able to join cell grp and may You bless martin with extra protection. Also for marcus that he'll do very very well for his streaming nxt year and not to mention yossie for her Os:D

awwwwww. shucks. i'm gonna need to bring ALL my tissue packets tmr.

WAHHHHH. I MISS MARTIN,MARCUS,YOHAN AND YOSSIE:(((((

2006-10-22T19:37:00.000+08:00

i forgotten to mention something about yesterday. cynthia,vicki and clarissa demanded me to post it in my blog. -.-

so we were at this cc and we saw a sexy cool uncle playing bball. and instead for cheering OUR game, we watched and cheered the other game. the sexy uncle was wearing blue floral pants and each time he scored, we girls would cheer out loud for him. his shots really excites me. and of course there were many eyecandies but i prefer the sexy floral uncle more.

service today. nothing much. somthing happended last night so i couldnt get much sleep. something was wrong with anchorage's fire alarm and it got me awake the whole night. but something did happened. like there were more than 5 fire engines and the police were all over the place. i reckoned there was a fire and i still dont get it why there're there. i mean there's no purpose?

and so i was in a rush this morning. i keep loosing things and i was rather,or i should say very, pissed off with myself for misplacing my m)phosis necklace that i intended to wear today. urghh.

i cant believe i lost interest on the white-jacket guy or i would rather call him eyecandy. i was like sitting right behind me and i cant deny that he seriously is cute. uh hurh. but his just an eyecandy so......forget it. and i didnt see my guitarist today:(((( awwww

and clarissa sets hots on joshua. hahahahahahha.

my heels hurt cos i spent more than an hour cleaning up my room. and i've finally found my m)phosis necklace:D and i also discovered something. i'm am now the tissue girl cos i didnt realised i had that mich tissue in my drawer/cupboard. like there was a packet of tissue here and when i turned around there's another 20 over there. hahahah.

call me tissue girl and i'll whack you til you bleed. oh you just watch me :D

i love this bus lots:D

2006-10-21T20:23:00.000+08:00

went to east coast today. yup,cell group outing. there was me,vicki,clarissa,cynthia,marcus,nic,luke and the loving couple. i almost died there,i swear. like there's this bridge that never had an ending and we had to climb over with our bikes and i almost given up. and everybody thought i gave up too but heck,no.

cos He created me and gave me an attitude. that is, i dislike loosing and i dislike people looking down on me. but besides that i'm being stubborn and impatient about stuff. yeah,another contradiction.

i thought i had butt spliting and i dare not to go to the toilet. hahah. afterwhich we went to cc and played other sports. johan and jer joined in. sad,we missed the fun part,that is playing with the fresh raw sea and chasing the tides.

so...no picts!!!

had early dinner. like real early. as early as 4. uh hurh. had a blast. marcus's mum can really cook. and the chilli sauce she made was seriously ultimate. played badminton and stuff basketball and stuff. nothing much,but today was fun.

esp the card games. cheat really got me into it. everyone was laughing their heads of til the whole neigbourhood could hear us. jer was funny. ''like can i have a 11 of 7th??''

LOL. dont get it? then forget it.

there's no need of you giving me a cold shoulder cos Lord, if you're uncomfortable with me than just say it. you seemed to be so nice to me yet you hate me. another contradiction while we're trying to clear these misconception.

2006-10-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

hey people!!!!

so i thought today was going to be a boring day. but lord no! i woke up at about 12+ this afternoon. i asked kar yee and lucinda out but they refused to go:(( so i asked katherine but she insisted on going to holland village at 12:(( disaggred and ended up asking vera instead. hahas. she had school today and i could see that envy look in her eyes when i was woken up by maid this morning.

woke up and had lunch straight. vera came home not long after. but that was not soon after i *clonk* went back to bed and continue hibernating. LOL.

and when she me up,i swore i almost fainted. like i was having cold sweat over my body. shit ass.

so she brought me to this place and i saw libin. OMGF.

i was too shocked that i oculd have fainted on the spot. seriously. and he got all nervous and he decided to pull a friend along. while waiting we went to the kiddo arcade. and it wasnt long after i saw shi xue-.- another shoker that i almost choked my own saliva.

i had too many surprises today so enough!

watched death note. cih! they both had got free tickets. urghhh. and since it was stille early,me and vera ran away from them to go shopping at zara and had dinner together.

shi xue felt bad (i think0 so he treated us with popcorn:D i'm happy now.

the L guy is cuteee. the movie was good too. got me all nerve craking to figure out how L guy tracked down the murderer. and i find the movie hilarious. there's this cute cute god of death anime that looks too fake.

and vera kept on screaming and she almost pulled libin along. hahaha. they both got me laughing like some shit. hahahah. they really are cute. esp libin. too cute,i could have hugged him tight.

HAHAHAHA. YOU THOUGHT I WAS BEING SERIOUS??!!! get a life dude.

LOLOL. so east coast tmr and i shld be turning in early. bye bye:D

2006-10-20T12:24:00.000+08:00

seriously,i really am confused.stressing between a clool sleek thingo sure is confusing.i decided that i'm gonna get the new nano instead of the vid.cos i doubt that i'll watch videos cos i dont get bored real easily.

i want a cool chic nano:D

really really badly.

but then i'm sitll confused on which colour should i get.
oh the red one is cool.limited edition in aid of the people who are havings hiv in africa.

but the lime green nano looks nice and appealing.

but but,the blue nano looks cool.

but but but,the pink nano looks hot and sexy and i'm attracted.

but but but but and again,the black nano looks sleek and chic and can store more songs.

urghhhhhhhhhhhh.i seriously am confused.any suggestions?

is there a yellow nano?LOL.

2006-10-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

went to town with vicki and mrs ang.i saw this really really chic and sleek and cool acoustic guitar that i really really want.but i doubt that i will be getting it cos i'm still stuck with a classical.arghhh.and so my aim for next year is to save a hard earned 800 bucks for that guitar while i strum on classical.pathetic-.-but hey,you just watch me.and in the couple of years,i'll get that turqouis baby:D

and of course,i'll work really really hard for my academic next year so that i would be streamed to the best class.

anyways,i went to this really cool electronic shop.those distracting ipods really got me attracted and glued onto it.like i oculdnt stop staring.and i got myself confused on which ipod i should buy.shall i get ipodvid or the new nano?urghhh.i'm so confused://

whatever luh.i'm getting a new ipod anyway.i hope mom would still buy me a new cellphone even after she's seen my report card.

streaming&moderation tmr.so it'll be a hol and i'm si pathetic cos no one had asked me out:((i'm bored now and i think i might as well stay at home and continue watching with my fei lun hai:D

2006-10-19T11:36:00.000+08:00

aloha people!so here am i blogging in the midst of lesson time.it was such a bore.like this whole morning was nothing but just some sexuality talk and whatsoever.

will be going guitar shopping later with vicki and mrs ang:DDoh yeah...

i'm so excited.momma gave me a call all the way from indonesia.she told me that we're gonna leave for hon kong and korea for christmas:DDDi'm so happy.and this made me more entu about the holidays.since spending time in indo was always such a bore.

i better start saving now:Dsilly old me used to ask for more toys and stuff,now i want a new ipod,cellphone and do more shopping.so yeah,gonna have to start saving up money to do productive shopping with momma.

the whole lab is freezing cold and so i couldnt type faster han usual and i couldnt type properly too.so more blogging later on when im home.

bye bye:D

2006-10-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

all i have for you now is such a pathetic sympathy.seriously.i dont see any good about you since whatever you see in other people are always wrong.dont deny!becos you always judge people in the wrong way.your closest and most trusted friends are no exception.you come around to different people with a new different story.each with different a judgement,each with different links.

and when each opinion of yours links with another.dont be surprised that you see yourself falling,cos that day will come.

all you care about is you.always you.and when people try to clear these misconception about the different judgement that you made,you just couldnt care.arent YOU the one that's being selfish?turh!and the thing is,you always say spare a thought for others?like what the hell does that mean?why not YOU hear out our voices for a change?

like what many people say,you're nothing but a pathetic coward.there's no need for you to hide cos eventually,the truth will be out.you just act all ferocious and when the tide comes,you run?so what's the point of boasting on everything that's about you when no one sees WHAT is in you?you always get agitated when something excites you and the otherwise when you see boredom in people.like hello?other people are humans too,just like you,except that maybe they dont have such unacceptable attitude like you.they too face their own problems that are personal and private.so why cant you just spare them a thought and stop calling out for them just for the sake of you and having fun.

its pointless now anyway.despite the endless advices and other people's own opinion,you just dont seem to care.cos you could never seem to be selfless at all.which is such a waste.you got everybody giving in to you and you always want it your way.

sorry my friend,i'm tired and i quit.i quit of all these stressful surreal blurr cos i dont want other people to lead my own life.

honestly,i had never written a whole full page of my sorrowness and disappointment in you.but then you are just too much.hey,vulgarities dont work sometimes,seriously.

and if my whole full bank of vocab/thesaurus aint gonna discribe what you are in detail,then there's no doubt that you are nothing but shallowness.you are ashamed about your actions arent you?you just dont wanna admit.

and dont hesitate to think or figure out who this person is,cos there's aboslutely no doubt that it is YOU afterall.

2006-10-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

i'm disappointed.really disappointed.not only in myself but with the people around me.i did really badly for my maths and i swear that i'll work harder next year.yes,i'm gonna have to do well in my streaming.

nothing much today.only thing is that we've got cell grp.WE LACK PEOPLE!!!!yeah,seriously.oh!kar yee and lucinda waited for me for more than an hour at sp just to accompany me to wait for cell grp to start.hahas.i'm touched,well at least they cared about me.

cynthia came after me today://complained about me stealing away her guitarist.and i was like ????huh????she even believed that i had his number.it was so hilarious.oh yah,nicole's friend is his sister.urghhh.oh i'm sad now.

and didnt i said wanted to marry any guys who plays the guitar provided that he can sing well?oh i just said it.(oh no hints here)and i doubt that the white-jacket guy can.turh!i lost interest in him.

hahaahha.try to think about it,i might as well fly to taiwan to find jiro.hoho.and i'll have an actor/singer/guitarist in my life.

okok,enough crapping.his just my idol anyway://

2006-10-17T21:10:00.000+08:00

nevertheless,you've let me down again.

2006-10-17T19:21:00.000+08:00

today was the worst day ever.urghhh.its not because that i didnt do well for my exams,it simply because i had a huge huge fight with my mum.i felt guilty and i didnt know what to do.like i cried the entire night and i couldnt stop thinking on how to get back with her.and besides,i'm gonna get my scripts soon and i'm guessing i'll let her down even more.gahhhhhhh!!!!

i didnt get much sleep yesterday night.still thinking about the matter.i didnt realise we're all getting back our results til i reached the classroom.science,once again,was a disappointment.i didnt manage to get my aim and that's somehow expected.at least i improved and which i'm satisfied.i still couldnt believe i could score a freaking full marks for cme.urghh,whatever.

and i'm still dreading to call mom.history was such a sucker.i've got a pretty high aim for it and i let myself down pretty badly.half of the class failed and some even bargained marks from the teacher.when i saw a 43.5 on my history paper,i was soooo close to tears and i swear my heart stopped pumping and i could have just broke down on the spot crying really really hard.but it wasnt soon after i realised that i actually passed my history.MS HUANG DIDNT ADD THE MARKS I SCORED IN SECTION A:((((

urghh.but still bad though.from a 94 all the way to a b4.crap shit.and i still couldnt understand saw loosers sometimes.turh!!the fact that they've got top 3 for history and yet they still cried stillw anting for more.like hello?sure i am pissed.and besides comforting them and try to cheer em up,i laughed hysterucally in class.why shed all your tears if that's what you've got.it doesnt make any sense.not trying to boast around but i dont see the point why you should cry over your marks despite the fact that you've made it top.i mean,there's no reason why cry.its all over now anyway.

chinese was hilarious.i totally flunked it.hahahs.you'll laugh your ass off if i ever told you my marks.i've got a pathetic 5.5/40 for paper 2 and in total i've only got a 23/80.hahaha.i kept laughing all the way and everyone was shocked and surprised about my behaviour.despite feeling bad about it i kept on laughing.they totally got freaked out.i dont see any point why i should cry for stupid cheenah.i dont even know why i'm studying for it.nvm nvm.

but in total i passed anyway.yep border line.

homec was such a surprise.i thought it was gonna ba another bummer but it turned out pretty well.hell,i didnt study for it and still i've at least got an A.hahaha.will be getting back maths papers tmr:((

and since i quarrelled with mum i was grounded.but still i went with kar yee and lucinda to funan to buy her lipstick.was intending to join vicki,lacey and kat but they were gone:(((

and dont you ever expect nice stuff in funan.i couldnt find her lipstick.like its a chanel,you cant find it there.all i see was vaio,t10,t50,ipod bla bla bla ect ect ect.so we tried on make-up.hahas.doll kar yee up pretty much.

so it was getting late and we really gotta get going but beofre that i bought mom's olay stuff and all.and after that we went to take the city walk.hahahas.chit chat near fullerton and we got lost.we had a pretty hard time tracking down for a bus.and kar yee is sooo cute.she just boarded a bus that looks familiar to her,without knowing that it doesnt stop near her house.hahahahahahhahah.another shocker!!!first goner results and next my funny girlfriend.hahahah.

and sooo i'm home.will be mentally prepared for doom.you thought it was maths eh?hahas.hell no.i'm getting prepared for cynthia's attack tmr since we fell for the same guy in church.but she gave up anyway.her mr hot hot is much hoter than the eyecandy guitarist.but he's cute laaa.

2006-10-16T18:25:00.000+08:00

monday-16oct2006

katherine woke me up today.by a phone call at about 1030.urghhh.she was meeting up with lacey and vicki before gng to town.

so towned with them.today was somehow fun yet boring.i wondered what will i be doing if i had gone to raymond's house for sexy xbox.whatever.

shopped around wisma.nothing much.i wasnt pretty in a mood to do shopping.the fact that i had not enough cash.but somehow i went crazy once i stepped into zara.same goes to vicki.we were like trying gazillion clothes and i ended up buying only 1-.-

and so i'll bring my momma over to zara when she gets back to do more and more productive shopping:D

2006-10-15T18:08:00.000+08:00

the weather was bad today.almost made me so chocked up the moment when i got up.to make things worse,agong smoked in the room again today.urgghhh.

so lacey came down to service today.was excited and proud of her.a daughter that was once lost and now found again:Di feel happy for her.i mean it.

i saw the white-jacket guy again.but i think i lost interest.uh hurh.now i'm falling for the guitarist.sure,his an eyecandy that made me and clarissa go awwww.

ice breaker was fun.uh-oh i almost got forfeit.prayed and sang and ya-da-ya-da-ya.

and now i'm home:D

while the two girls are off to vicki's house.i'm tired so i didnt went with them.gonna have to recharge myself for tmr's outing:Dyes yes!the sexy check&respect gang's gng out to vivo/town tmr.

alright i'm calling my momma now to ask for more cash in order to go shopping.byebye.

2006-10-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

damn f-ing shit.clarissa wants me to do this quiz.urgh,how many quizes have i done?like plenty.and to make things worse,it wouldnt allow me to copy and paste.urghhh.fuck it.

1. single,takem or crushing?
crushing baby:D(jiro is love:D)
2.are you happy with your life now?
NO.with 7 bucks for a shopping week is no fun.i seriously have no life.and and...NO JIRO,NO HAPPY:((
3.when you meet the right person,will you fall for him/her fast?
whatdcha think?depends on the person.
4.have you had your heart broken?
erm,yeah.having 7 bucks in my wallet right now brought me close to tears.i should have shopped with katherine.in a guys case,turh!nono.
5.do you believe that there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
no?
6.would you talk to someone if he/she cheated on you?
i dont give a damn.
7.have you talked to another person about marriage before?
i know its a lil too young but yes,planning has to be done:D(you're suspecting arent you vicki?)
8.do you want to have children?
though i never like kiddos,yes.
9.how many?
the more the merrier?LOL.
10.would you consider adoption?
if something's wrong with me when i'm older then yeah.
11.if someone likes you right now,what do you think will let you know his/her feelings?
seriously,i dont take note.
12.do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
i dont get attached just for the sake of getting attached.tsk,now i undestand why many peeps get so despo these days.uh hurh.
13.be honest.what did you and your ex did?
huh?oh oh.i had sex with him one night.yep.valentines are hot and sexy.always.LIKE HELLO?check previous question for prefrence.should be the mugging that made you blurr stong right?
14.do you believ in love at first sight?
if its love at first sight,i guess its just a crush--it explains why you cant do anything to that guy.blind people fall in love,so no dude.i dont believe in such nonsensical stuff.
15.are you romantic?
yes?no?urgh i dunno.i guess i'm not into love.
16.do you believe you can change someone?
for the better,yes.for the worse(as in influenced),yesyes.ever seen vicki running across the street being a newtownERD?LOL.
17.if you could marry somewhere,where would it be?
church?LOL.
18.do you easily give in when you're fighting?
yes,cos most of them are selfish people.they dont spare a thought for others and they only care about themself.urgh,fuck it.
19.do you have feelings for someone right now?
deep feelings:D
20.have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?
i aint those desporate kind who goes around the streets asking for numbers duh!
21.have you broken a heart?
yes.
23.are you missing someone right now?
nope.jiro i guess?

now you have to ask 5 friends to do this survey on their blogs.

bwahahahaha.
lucky number 1:peggy goh.uh hurh.
2:sexy cui ling.
3:cynthia and her mr hot hot.
4:luke-the 'expert' in playing bullshit.LOL.
5:nicholas.

AND YOU GUYS BETTER DO IT IF NOT I CHASE YOU WITH BROOM.HAHAHAHA.

2006-10-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

aloha people!so today was a shopping day.went out with katherine.it was no doubt,a fun day:D

and i'm sickly happy and excited about everything,though i did not drink any redbull this morning.uh hurh.the 1st thing that we went to plaza singapura was to eat pastamania.hahaha.loves it.it was so freaking delicious :D

took a few neos and went around to shop.shopping today was productive.duh!it was so productive that i spent more than hundreds of bucks and that i left a pathetic $7 in my wallet-.-

how sad:(((no more shopping for the week.

hahas.i was just kiddingof course,i do have some back-up cash.

i bought a cute top for me and momma.i was intending to use all of my esprit vouchers but sad,the items had already had a discounted price.so..no futher discounts.ay.

i though i was dying at m)phosis.i thought i was already dead.sickly katherine kept coming in and out of the fitting room.like each second she tried this and the next she was trying that.urghhh.and to think of me having only 7 bucks left in my wallet made me feel more deadly and sad:(aww.

after that,we went to town to shop even more.and that made me thought of the amount of cash that i had:((and i was absolutely not in the mood to do more shopping whereas katherine kept tugging and pulling me into stores that i thought it was on another planet.yes,serious headache.

and i've mistaken the price of a ring.i thought it was $2.90 but it was actually $12.90.i regretted.arghhh!fuck it.

mum's sooo gonna kill me when she finds out.oh yeah,i met elizabeth and vanessa on the bus.it was pretty akward cos i wasnt really close with them.tsk i should have waited for another bus with katherine than running like a madcow after some stupid bus.

whatever.service tmr and clarissa's coming:Dyayayayayaya!

2006-10-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

finally exams are officially over.a bit worried about the results but gah,whatever.

i had loads and loads of fun today:D went to mrs ang's house to bake cookies and all.boring :Obut before that me and vicki went to JP.we went to the music junction and we went crazy over fahrenheit that we even stared at the poster,drooooling.LOL.

some of the guys are damn irritating freaks who really needs to G.A.L.yeah.especially that idiotic nonsensical chap.urghhh.

bla bla bla.nothing muck today.will be going out with katma tmr and do shopping.ooohhh.i found this top that i really really like from esprit.shall get it tmr:D

2006-10-12T14:06:00.001+08:00

hello people.art was somehow alright.or rather stressful.i suspected that i couldnt finish it on time.so i cheated a lil.instead of colouring it with colour pencils,i used markers instead.hehe.

i bet i wont even get a B.cos hell it sucked like an old christmas socks.

intended to go plaza singapura with the sexy check&respect gang but ended up in tiong.had LJS again and we met the same old kind auntie that chatted with yesterday.i didnt know she knows about us sitting for an art exam today.like she was asking ''xi gua hua liao le mah?''....zomg

anyways,went to tiong park like we always do but with different people.burried some stuff under the sand which i thought it was rather lame but oh well,enjoyed myself there:D

and what's an outing without pics?duh!

videos later.blogger is a suckerface so it keeps loading and loading.gah.alright then,bye bye.

tomorrow im gonna be free like a bird:D

2006-10-11T13:50:00.000+08:00

something's wrong with my fonts.urghhh.blogger pisses me off most of the time.and i want a livejournal but i'm just too lazy to even create one.gah,whatever.

maths paper 2 was a bullshit.either it was careless mistakes or i have difficulties in doing em,it all stinks real bad.i'm deproving alot.but hell,you wont be when i'm in sec 2.i'll work hard i swear.oh you'll see!

anyways,went to tiong with clarissa,kat and vic.we had LJS.and since it they were having the breakfast menu,we sat there and chatted for a while til the lunch menu was ready.

oh i love LJS(choke,choke)but nothing beats better than fish&co or pastamania:D

we just had our new gang.its called the check and respect gang.LOL.funny thingo.i dont normally do this.guess my puberty level had reduced,i'm all lame and ridiculous now.not like the old be,all matured and sensible.whatever.

i was searching for my empty disc and i found something really funny.my primary school composition!!!LOLOLOL.i used to write lame stories and my tenses and spelling was a bummer.

and i've got 12 upon 20 for i-.-

okayokay.i better get going with my art in order to pull up my percentage :D bye bye

2006-10-10T14:19:00.000+08:00

LOLOLOLOLOL.marcus wee is so gullible and cute.hahahahahaha.

it all started when i added him into msn.joked and crapped and i refused to tell him who i was.gags.got him nerve-cracking.

but he got me.but that wasnt long after he changed his mind and thought of other girls' name.hahahha.and he got really stressed out and so i admitted that i was caroline.LOL.

marcus: hr u??
me: YOUR CUSSIE LA WALAO!!
marcus: huh?i dont have any cousins in newtown
me: looks at his display pic OMG......IS THAT YOU ON THAT PIC??
marcus: yes.HU R U???
me: OMGGGGGGG.......you've grown:D
marcus: huh?duh! hr u?WHO ARE YOU??
me: wahhhh......not xiao boi boi arh...
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

and since marcus's nick was i dun plae with lanterns....

me: vicki,do you play with doraemon lanterns??
vicki.no,I PLAY WITH HELLO KITTY!!!
marcus: walao i dont play lanterns laaa.

the next will be some gullible chaps in sec 2/3/4/5.hahahahahahas.

isnu?yeah,he's so dead.LOL.

last night by ryan cabrera is love love love.ahhahaha.guitar shopping yes yes!!

2006-10-10T11:08:00.000+08:00

urghhh.science is a big sucker.amazingly i did better in biology than physics.gah.physics sucks big time ok!and i'm sure i wont be taking physics once i got into sec 3.

i cant wait for friday.will be baking cookies at mrs ang's house:D but there's another sad part,i didnt get to go to kelvans house for the cool sexy street soccer:((

oh well,my saving isnt turning quite well either.hm hurh.i seriously need money so that i could go shopping with katma and spend all my esprit vouchers.oh yeah,i've got this free entrance for 2 for ministry of sound:D

back to mugging for maths paper 2.and afterwhich it'll be AMERIC'AS NEXT TOP MODEL.

2006-10-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

voila!2nd posts of the day.hehe.well i've alrdy given up hope on science and i might as well mug at night since i could concentrate better then.

i was so fucken pissed and fed up of myself today.i saw a 50 dollar note and chun zhi gave to a shop auntie.and that stupid no-no literature auntie acted as if it was hers but it was like so damn freaking fake la.crap shit.

with that 50 bucks,i could have gotten the esprit lipshine and the nail colour.or even spent 2 cds during my cd shopping day.grrrr.

shit it.but damn.what does people say all the time?honesty is the best policy.gah,i dont normally follow even in under certain circumstances.LOL.

shopping shopping and more shopping should be done on saturday with katma:D

2006-10-09T14:20:00.000+08:00

hey peeeeeeps.i'm just gonna blog for a while and i'm off to science.

yesterday was a tough tough day.someone pissed me off.oh yes he did.when i reached home,i walked around the whole house memorising all those sexy indian characters for history.i got them all mixed up://
what the hell la,who the heck is bendahari bedahara,shakuntala,han,hong whatever crap.urghhh.but its better memorising these than stupid geog.volcanoes,plateau,valley,gah whatever.

so maths today was stressful.the questions got me sunk on the chair and i was like panicking.must be all those history notes that made me felt real blur.

this shows that i need to work really really hard for my paper 2.history was a bomb.s-e-x-y,cool,history.its like all the stuff that i memorised real hard was not even tested!!!and those notes that i thought was not important came out on the test.shucks.all those chim chim word is such a waste.gags.but i'll still get an A1.so...no worries.history--i'm hell confident in it:D

so now i'm off to mugging before there's an attack of america's next top model(ANTM).i'll be glued to the screen when its played in youtube:D

buh-bye.saving money for shopping spree.yeah baby.

2006-10-08T11:47:00.000+08:00

AMANDA'S OUT OF CYCLE 3.
that's sad.eva was a big no-no.

2006-10-07T20:49:00.000+08:00

whoa.the 3rd post of the day.LOL.blogging is my resort to kill boredom.heh.anyways,i feel accomplished right now.i'm almost done with bio and i'm moving on to maths and sexy juicy history.LOL.and i'll be as happy as always:D

sorry that i wasnt there on the 1st date.many wishes darl!

i got this wierd feeling.i do wish to take the exam on monday yet i dont want to go to school.i would rather take the exams earlier so that i would have more time to relax and enjoy life rather than having more time mugging.i dont want to go to school.its like,i have this huge shame on me that really bothers me.i just couldnt understand girls sometimes,and that explains why i couldnt comprehend my feelings either.it could be this,it could be that-DUH!i just wanna breakaway from all these stressful surreal blurr.

its hard to please and understand peeps.there's this huge misconception and its all disconnected now.probably there's a huge lackness of communication that we couldnt get the words and speech right.i'm just fucken tired about everything and about everyone.urghh.

sometimes i wonder,why cant i have a sexy thingo,shave off my hair and be a guy?and...my name wouldnt be caroline,it should be carl or carlos.LOLOLOLOL.i'm laughing like some shit ass.

seriously,no stain,no pain:D

okayokay,forgive me people.must be all these mugging.i'm all retarded right now.back to bio:D

2006-10-07T15:17:00.000+08:00

YO peeps.i cant believe that i actually studied for my bio for like 2 long hours.LOL.it rocks boxers ok!and and,i've been saving up all my allowance for my shopping spree.hehe.now THAT totally rocks everybody's undies.LOL.

i'm taking a break now and then i'll be beack wiith mugging.it's a serious challenge,especially when you want to get to the top 80 places in the whole level.tryna challenge with your classmates is a pretty tough thing.gah.

so much for getting top 5.

2006-10-07T12:30:00.000+08:00

OMG.i havent been studying!and now i'm all nervous.like everybody's mugging and almost done with their revision,i'm still stuck here without even starting my revison.grrr.america's next top model is a killer,they've got me sooo hooked up on it that i even forgotten about my revisoin and work.gah.

okok,i better get going now.bye bye.

2006-10-06T18:07:00.000+08:00

uh-oh.i didnt study at all today.well maybe,kinda.gah,whatever.

i so cannot wait for exams to be over.anyways,crapped with vicki today and it got me laughing.

we were actually talking about fahrenheit,vicki's in love with one of the guys and i wanted him too.but gah,i'll stick with my whit-jacket-guy.LOL.

vicki: aaron is mine!!his my hubby!and the most important thing is that his only 19.single and available.
me: WHAT THE CRAP!!!!!!!!!fine.gee,taiwanese guys tingles me sometimes.
vicki: oh-hohohohohohohohoohohohohohoho
me: cih.I GO FIND ********************* NOW!
vicki: yucks.
me: LOL.i freaked you out didnt i?
vicki: no,not really.cos my hubby is over there.
me: fine,i hope you'll be able to go taiwan and find him.need a tour guide?i cal ********************.HAHA
vicki: hahahahahahahahahhaha

and that's how lame i can get when i'm having periods.bye bye.

2006-10-05T17:40:00.000+08:00

gahhhhh.i'm having depression so far.LOL.i'm sane.i could be real down and hot tempered at times,and the next minute i'll be laughing my ass off for nothing.

yes,periods.and cramps are seriously killing me.my ipod isnt friends with me now.something's wrong with the earpiece,my playists is getting bored and so retro and old fashion.and soooo....i HAVE to do something.and the only solution to solve this problemo is to..go cd shopping and get a new ipod:D

i'm very very happy with my history.i scored higher than i expected.but i was pretty dissapointed with biology.science is killing me right now.and it dreads me to study for it even though i see that urgency to start revising my science.gah.

and since english and chinese period was our self-study period,the girls got bored and pass messages around.ohhh,i got a love letter from my lover:D

and after sevral complaints and nagging....
lucinda finally got me a perfect heart filled with LOVE:D

lessons are getting boringthese few weeks,so i doodled all over my notes.

gags.after school,me,vicki,lacey,kat,michelle and jeremey went to clementi central.and on the way there,jeremy(for being the hot and sexy one)pulled off a seriously cute and funny face that made us laugh our ass off.

had lunch and snapped photos cos we got bored.
katherine and me:D

and vicki was so physed on clarissa's cellphone game,that her expression was really really funny when that sonic guy keeps falling off the cliff in the game.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKnZgTNXgbA

and that vid is hysterical.suckerface blogger wouldnt accept the codes.grr.

at last,me,vic and kat took 196 home:D bye y'alls.

2006-10-04T17:53:00.000+08:00

urghhh.i hate art.seriously!!!and during art lessons,i was mugging on chemistry and history since its more important anyway.

pe was fun.vicki and i played badminton.we even challenged with mr mak and he really is a good player.but we got bullied by our hooligan seniors.yes,those idiots form 3/6.i swear i would take a broom and chase after them if i could.duh.talk about having guts.LOL.

cell grp was fun fun.we played games and all.was pretty exciting especially when we had to hold each others hands and try to untangle ourselves.was so cramp and warm.ewww.but it was fun XD

i learnt new chords:)))i learnt a simple 'G' and an 'E' minor.i'm so glad with my strumming.i seriously could not wait til next year--so that i could learn the guitar and attend jap lessons.haha.

but most of all,i HAVE to,HAVE to do well for my upcoming exams.if i dont....no guitar,no jap,no beach soccer,no hols,no shopping....sad:((

2006-10-03T20:59:00.000+08:00

ohhhh....i'm so hooked up on america's next top model.i even forgotten to mug on my history.LOL.okies,back to the chic flick.bye bye:D

2006-10-03T17:33:00.000+08:00

english exam was funnnnn.serious i tell ya.LOL.i know,you guys must think i'm nuts but the papers werent as difficult as what i predicted.i though it would really get me stuck on each and every question.

had a tummy ache in the morning:((i was so depressed.arghhhh.anyways,i really really do find joy in the papers.especially for the comprehension.i would rather do more passages then to even study for chenna.lol.

went to great world with vera.we intended to study but hell,we didnt.instead we went to tour around the place.went to montip and i was dying for that butterfly ring.but i was trying to save up my money and in order to have my shopping spree.

afterwards,we went to that cd shop.i want michelle branch real badly.i guess i better start listing all the things that i want so that i could save up.

goofed off with vera at a toy shop.we were busy playing spiderman and even some lame video games meant for toodlers.here goes,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=73v0nneaWfk and since stupid suckerface blogger wouldnt let me upload a vid,heres the url.

LOLOLOL.we had SUCH an enjoyable time.i seriously had no childhood.hahahahaha.and something caught my eye.yes,its that ijacket thingy for my ipod:Dsigh.

ohhhh,there's this cute lil 'hamtaro' look a like at the pet kampong.i never knew they sell terrapins there.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEG3U-GMuMY

snapped pics an went home:D

WANTED,reward $1000000.

are they somehow aligned in a strange manner?LOL.

vera dragged me to the 64 bus-stop.it was a long long journey and i demanded her to go to the 195 bus-stop but she refused to:((.this shows how dreadful i was.gah.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-HOyaCJDms

she really went high that time that she even goofed off with stangers.LOL.

i'm now dreading for history.sick gess finished their exams bfore ntss.grr.in that way i had no one to study with and i would have absoultely no mood to even hit my books.urgh.back to mugging people!!!

2006-10-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

HEY-HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

yay!!1chinese is so darn over and i wont have to stree on that f'ing shit.wohooo.

went to queensway mac with vera and we studied there.she wasnt really studying.well i cant blame her cos its already expected.LOL.i lover physics now.oh yes i do.and so i studied for it cos i really really want to ace on science.

and after mugging and eating,we toured around the place.i found something really really funny about vera.*pssst* *pssst* she's afraid of statues.esp those headless ones.and she goes around screaming and shouting when we were walking on the passage way that had many many headless statues.

she's adorable:D

and we went real high.we even played at anchorpoint's arcade:Ddont you know?anchorpoint has a new arcade in b1.not so cool la,but its still acceptable.and we both had a whole lot of fun.but despite that we were in sch uniforms,the sweet sweet uncle let us play for a while.

went home after that and now i'm gonna sing in the shower like real loud and then finally,back to more mugging.byebye.

2006-10-02T14:34:00.000+08:00

hoho.chinese is seriously a no-hope.LOL.at least i did tried my best on paper 1 but as for paper 2,duh!i just forced myself to continue on futher with all the stress and doubts.

and since its cheena,i hadnt been putting effort on the paper.and i sletp for an hour during the exam.LOL.i was like so tired trying to figure out what the alien thingo is describing about and yeah,got tired-went to sleep.

and yeah,i'll be expecting red lipstick mark on my report card under CHENNA.

LOL.couldnt be that bad right?oh well,better puck up on my other subjects and yes,i WILL be working hard.i swear i will.

and so i'll be studying physics today:DDi'm happy now.since chenna is over.

went to eat mee sua again with vicki:Dunexpectedly,we saw li bin.LOLOLOL.and he kept on calling vicki names.so cute.and for payback,she threw the chopstick at him and the stall uncle was like ?.? flying chopsticks??LOL.

had long xu tang.LOVES.and i even da bao home a packet.LOL.

something is really really wierd.like real wierd about my class.oh esp the girls.i couldnt undertsan them somehow.like what the hell do they want and what the hell are they gossiping about.cih!

ok back to mugging.

2006-10-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

urghh.seriously,i havent touched my chou ce since yesterday.and from the look of my face.i couldnt seem to be bothered but i felt scared somehow.like chinese exam is tmr.why couldnt it be english.at least i had more time to study and so i wont feel so stressful.but on the other side,it'll be over sooner and then you could care more about other subjects like science,history......

the clock is ticking and it's bringing me closer to the exam period.heck,i dont feel so good.i bet i wont be able to get a good night's sleep and i'll probably be pancking later on.

its now that i regret.i should have at least studied for it.

but i guess there's nothing i could do know but to pray really really hard for my paper 1.gahhh.i'm gonna study the formats and for the 1st and the last time,i'm gonna learn and memorise those alien characters but done be expecting me to even know the meaning of it cos hell,i dont even know what goes into my head and what i've been studying for these past few weeks.

and i felt wierd about myself too.why did i study for physics instead of mugging for chinese.oh well,if i got an F maybe i deserve it.but being able to even see a C under chinese,already made me happy as ever.

2006-10-01T17:33:00.000+08:00

why are primary school students are the 1st priority and needs more attention than secondary school chaps when they're like 14?that makes them older than me in a year and they're the ones getting pampered and so i had to wake up early in the morning and have my own lunch with vicki and off to expo on our own by train.grrr.

i like to be pampered,no wonder.

today,pastor khong was performing this family magic where they show tricks and preach and all.some australian band came down to FCBC and we had a great time.its actually miracle catch and sad to say,i didnt bring anyone along cos exams are like tmr and marcus got all the ''credits''.like most of the 2/4 students came down with him.ok fine,after exams the whole cell will be having new members and most from my class.LOL.

after service,wan ting sent me and vicki home.i was like so tired that i even fell asleep in the car,dozing off like no one seemed to care.but the fact that everyone was watching.

i know,i know.i should really really be doing my revision now.especially for chinese.but i cant seem to bother anyway.besides,i could score marks from the compre and paper 1 right?i just cant seem to memorise everything that is in the shou ce and learn all the meanings and stuff,so instead i think i'm gonna mug more on science.

and ms ang will kill me if i didnt get A1 for physics.thats for sure.i just cant believe that i'm doing better in bio rather than physics.cos the previous term i used to ace my chemistry real easily.but physics,i gotta say,is a big sucker.big big time.

and i sooo cant wait for the 14th of october.guitar shopping with mrs ang.and i never realised that vocal lessons were expensive.216 bucks.i should save up now.guitar lessons are at 122.that,momma could take care of.LOL.

ok,back to mugging.

2006-10-01T00:17:00.000+08:00

its 0028,and i coulnnt care less to study for cheena.urghh.i'm still 'mugging',textbooks,notes all left on the table-undone.and i know i should start getting cranky and hit the books,but hell i'm just tooo lazy to do so.

such a lame shame.and surprisingly,i'm reading '7 days and 7 nights' right now.and youtube's still loading.-crapshit.cos i couldnt wait to see the next episode of america's next top model on yt.but it just hangs there.loading..and loading...still loading.and getting all fed up,i had no choice but to click on the [x] and go back on my book.

i'm really stresses out now,seriously.i spent all of my allowance and i cant seem to save up for shopping right after the exams.temptation it is.sometimes hell,i dont know why i fantasize things.

and now i'm missing my sassy fam,all my girlfriends and of course,my cool guyfriends.i just couldnt wait for all these blurr to be over cos i couldnt understand why everyone's all so stressed out of mugging and i'm the only one here who hadnt even startd on my revision.and hell,next year's streaming and i'm still slacking all the way.urghh.

and if i dont work hard,i wont be able to achive what i want to achive next year and i'll come crying over my regrets.grrr.

i guess i really had to do something,somehow.alright then-i guess i'll head back to books.

2006-09-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

ok,i'm sooo not gonna study chinese anymore.turh!SUCH a waste of time.i would rather save other subjects that i'm weaker at than studying cheena.besides,i hate chinese and i couldnt be bothered.

went to tiong with vera and ate!!!wohooo.like junkies.we had sweet talk and lao shu tang.yummylicious.and after that we munched on shilin's xxl crispy chicken and kfc.afterwhich,we studied at queensway mac.productive,i say.

i studied cheena halfway and i already had given up.& so i moved on to bio and then physics.yay,i'm happy now.cos i got the formulas right:D

and church is tmr:D i'm so excited.oh yes,i am.

2006-09-29T19:04:00.000+08:00

friday.ahhh,finally,the last weekday of the week.but not to mention there's more revision that had to be done and revised.urgh.i'm gonna work harder this time.oh yes i will.

nothing much today.went to eat oyster mee sua again with vicki and mrs ang.mrs ang fetch me homw after that and then i met up with vicki and central's mac together with vera.we didnt really study.in fact,crapped and slacked the whole time.the only thing that vera had done was to write ''unit 10'' on her notes and thats it.end of revision.LOL.and as for me,underlined two paragraphs from bio notes and thats it.vicki was crapping all the while.

& so we joked and ate.

after which we went to bukit merah's library and borrowed books.sadly,i didnt have a card so i borrowed only a book.7 days and 7 nights.hot,sexy,chic.

and now i'm off to so more mugging and time to hit the books.

2006-09-28T17:57:00.002+08:00

somehow i've got this really really wierd feeling in me.like school is now a blurr,a completely stressful blurr.exams are coming and i've not even done my revision yet.urghh.and today was,without any doubt,the worst day of my entire life.suckerface germain and jun jie caused the whole class to be held back by mrs tan and we were then dismissed at 3.wtf.

anyways,the good thing about today was that bio test was a chicken.it's a good thing that i studied well for it.it somehow makes you feel accomplished.music was F U N.i was pretty dissapointed that we didnt get to sing shine on.aww.instead we sang welcome to my life-retro,i know.the song was like pretty off but i enjoyed it.

technically,i wasnt the one whose doing the singing after all,i was laughing my head off like some shit cos of raymond.he's singing is really really 'soulful'.

(and because blogger nowadays is a big sucker,i couldnt get the codes and so i'll just give you guys the url anyways.)it's acutally an audio clip,but cos my cellphone is another suckerface,the recorder thingy couldnt work so i took a 'video' of it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ppCmIleHNDc

and so that's raymond's and lucinda's voice:D the hystrical laughters belonged to me and kar yee.wahuahuahuahua.

and because of our 'talented' voices,we've got the highest score and ms chong even promoted us from a B to an A.heh.

the reason why i'm so happy now is that i saw the eye-bag guy and finally got to knoe his name:D zheng hao is love,seriously.LOL.but hell,i still like my whit-jacket guy:((

had oyster mee sua with vicki.LOVES.it was really really yummy.and i was seriously craving for more and more food when i saw this person eating some junkies from old chang kee.LOL.

crapped alot and laughed our heads off till the whole plaza was full of our hysterical laughters.

and now i'm home,gonna start revising on my chinese.it seriously is a killer.urghh.bye bye love.

2006-09-28T17:57:00.000+08:00

2006-09-27T18:30:00.002+08:00

art is really getting onto my nerves.urghh.hated it.like we've got tests and exams to study and we've got some freaking art to do and it consists like 75% of my marks.wtf.

did softball during pe.it sure was loads of fun.i did many homerun.you should be proud of me eh peggy?LOL.but anyways,i've got really really stinky hands now.like,real stink.urghh.

and it was during pe when i found something really abnormal about vicki.i was wearing this halter and she gave me that ''omg,i want to see'' look.LOL.like what the crap.and the wierdest thing is that she likes,or i shall say LOVES,playing with others people bra.-.-she claims that she loves the snapping sound of the strap.

omg,i seriously pity her future boyfriend now.LOL.kidding.

i was really pissed off during history lessons.the whole class was a complete chaos and it seemed real difficult to even pay attention to the teacher.and i scolded ryzal for being such and idiot.he goes around calling girls bad names like sluts and bitches,and the problem is that he's fasting?urgh.

now i really hate my class.and the worse thing is that exams are around the corner and i really have to get all of my revision done.but what can i do if i dont get what the teacher is teaching when your classmates are really bothering you.

i did really really badly for maths.i could have gotten a 90% but due to some minor careless mistakes,i've got a 70%.urgh.20 marks is a huge difference.but being the best and most generous teacher of all,miss lai gave me a mark cause she wanted me to be happier and not feel so discouraged.&so,i've got 75.

afterwhich,vicki and i cleaned the classroom and then headed off to sp.we ate kfc and the chicken was really nothing but fats.ewww.i swear i'll never eat it again.i'll stick to macs,that's for sure.LOL.i admit,it really made me jealous to see my seniors strumming the guitar like really really well.LOL.i want to take courses like real badly.and marcus recommended me to go to believers music to attend courses there:D

&yeah,bought marcus a birthday cake.i dont think he was surprised after all.and that cheeky fellow marcus wee keeps tapping on my shoulder.grrr.

now,i'm home,safe and sound,blasting me itunes.loves michelle branch.she rocks spongebob squarepant's boxers:D

2006-09-26T17:54:00.000+08:00

school's a bummer.urghhh.oh well,was blasting my ipod in the morning during bus rides.

history test was a huge failure.omg.why did ms huang had to set all the tests papers.like seriously,she sets difficult(i mean it),difficult papers.and know i'm starting to miss mrs sammugan(??)'s quenstions.cos they're easy peasy.LOL.

i almost flunked my chinese lit.ewww.i passed by 1 mark.LOL.all those quentions that i've done it real randomly,i got those correct.and when i'm serious about some quentions and take my time to really do it,i got them all wrong.grrr.

whatever.it's all over now.i guess i'm gonna work real hard this time.heh.oh yeah,chun zhi always ask me why do i always wrote comments about her on my blog.truth is,she's really funny.

&so...i'm gonna write all the funny things about chun zhi><>

''hippo maths tuition centre will always make sure that you'll do well in exams.so c'mon gals!!go to hippo's tuition centre.''

and what's an advertisement without comments??

''it's the best tuition centre in the whole world''-chun zhi

''it works!!''-xiao le,which is also known as chun zhi.

LOL.hell funny.i told her that i was going to learn how to play the guitar and she gave me this -.-'' look.and i said that i'll be attending some jap schools.like..leave new town and transfer to a jap school instead.and she was like sobbing and kept on hugging me like i was some pillow or something.awwww.she's a cutie.hey,i said jap LESSONS,not jap schools.LOL.

i was surprised that i didnt cabbed to town today,instead i took the bus.and some stupid goo-for-nothing gan eng seng pri students got me really really pissed off.i cant believe i was from that school.urghhh.and they are really some hooligans and lunatics and so i blasted my playists like really damn loud that even the whole deck could hear me.

yay!!i got watermelon braces now:D

went to macs to grab a bite.i was munching hungrily on nuggets and more junk food on the way home.

now,i'm home and happy as always.well,maybe.if it wasnt for that stupid art preparation exams,i could have been spending more time on china.whatever.

final destination was a realy sucker.it really grossed the hell out of me and me and vera was like shouting til the everybody kept peeping to the living room to check with us.omg.like shit it.it was so reidiculous and i kept on laughing and screaming.eww.

back to the movie now.bye bye.

2006-09-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

hey.mugging for history is really tired.yawns.and not to mention that i actually wept just now due to some stupid lil stuff,and so i wasted my time.periods should be coming.urgh.

just look at the bright side carol.and hey,you'll soon get a classical guitar anyways.and if i'm realy good,i'll really save up all my money and buy a acoustic one.

ok,i'm happy now.and not to mention my white-jacket guy.LOL.ok,seriously.

katherine and vicki really serious case.like they forgotten how to spell their name.

me: haiyoh,you know how to spell your name anot?
kat: KaTheeRRiNnE.so chio neame.
me: its KATHERINE AND ITS NAME.
kat: but my mumma says its spelt like that.
me: its mummy.your mother??
kat: ohhh.btw whats a mother??is it a thing to scrub on the floor?
me: omg.u seriously hate ur mum eh?
kat: or isit a stick to knock carolina head.or isit. a thng to brush hte fur on lucindarry head?
me: omg.

LOL,what on earth happened to 1/1.duh.(i'm so glad i survived)

i gotta go.mug more on history.

2006-09-25T17:19:00.000+08:00

seriously,i couldnt stop beaming,esp during the bus ride.and everyone was like looking at me all the time,wondering what the hell had happened with erm her?LOL.and thankfully,God blessed me with a nice and friendly bus driver and there's even an empty seat available for me.LOL.vicki kept on calling me mrs white jacket.and so for pay-back,i called her mrs *ehem ehem choke choke.LOL.cute eh?and then she goes all quite and kept on blushing.hehe.

i'm really really happy and excited now.i cant wait for school to re-open,and i know it's kinda too early to think about it but hey,it's just a few more months and i'll be doing strumming and plucking.yay.mom agreed and allowed me to learn and play the guitar.i'm all excited now.but man,i cant believe i gave up on my new handphone and the casio exilim for a new classical guitar and courses.and she's like the GREATEST.she wouldnt want me to sacrifice my ipod vid.awwww.but oh well,it's worth it after all.

oh yeah,on the other hand,momma wants me to attend some kinda jap school??oh nono.that is only if i can manage my time and balance on my guitar.and if i did really really well,who knows i'll be doing vocals.LOL.

cabbed to lucinda's hse from queensawy and the cabbie was like huh??

well, i'm blogging at lucinda's house right now.we were supposed to be doing productive studying but damn,it didnt turn out to be our expectation.heh.oh yeah,met up with stephanie just now and she wanted us to participate in some programme for christinans.

what's more important is that there's a sports event available.rock climbing,basketball and SOCCER!!!wohooo.LOVES.

i'm so gonna plead momma for air tickets so that i would be able to fly back to singapore for the pre-encounter camp and of course,the sports event.ok,i'm all excited now.

i'm really really excited about the upcoming events and course.

beach soccer,basketball,rock climbing,guitar lessons,jap lessons.seriously,i cant wait for next year:Dguess giving up the casio exilim and that new phone is worth it after all:D

2006-09-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

OMG.i'm so gonna learn how to play the guitar.whether is it the new ipod vid,casio exilim,a new phone or even an ibook,i would rather give up on all of them and take courses on how to play the acoustic guitar.i'm dead serious,and this time,i aint beaming at all.

and ohhh.i seriously would want to learn how to play beach soccer.soooo cool.and yeah,i shall do that with marcus:D

vicki,mrs ang,stick with all those bouncing alright?let marcus wee do the job.

marcus ang and i will have strong skills on kicking from then:D

loves.will be looking forward to the courses.i shall look for lucinda since she's taking piano lessons anyways.

oh yeah,by the way.vicki and i sort of gone crazy and lame.to think of us planning our wedding,is difficult ay?but man,you wouldnt believe it.uh hurh.

msn conver:

me: im just intersted to know more about him.if he plays the guitar and sing well,i'll go for it when im old enough.
vicki:omg.can i be the bridesmaid??
me: haha.you wont be seeing me getting married so early.LOL.
me: pls la,my hubby-to-be MUST know how to play the guitar well and has a wondrous voice:Dand so he shall play for the audience.
vicki: okok.then my hubby shall preach:D
me: LOL.and there's no doubt that you'll be VICKI *******EHEM EHEM CHOKE CHOKE.
vicki: then you leh?CAROLINE WHITE-JACKET.LOL.not bad worr.
me: that's only if he can sing(&i mean it) and plays the guitar well:D

LOL.erm.a lil too early?haha.mrs ang is sooo gonna kill us if she sees this.and there's more to come!

me: man,i seriously want to learn how to play the guitar and soccer beach.
vicki: then who is learning soccer with you?
me: marcus!!!wanna join?or would you rather bounce?
vicki: ok lo.
me: nono.you stick to bouncing with mrs ang and marcus wee alright?LOL.
vicki: well,my hubby must like my fav sports.
me: bball?....soccer?or isit CHAPTEH???lol.nono,it must be 5 STONES RIGHT?
vicki: yarrr!!!!how you know i like 5 stones arr?
me: walao.you very funny leh.
vicki: i sooo like retro games:D

OMG.she's so adorable.loves.hahahahahhaha.ok back to cheena now:D

2006-09-24T18:50:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg.ryan cabrera's ''it's you'' is sooo love:Dyes yes.

anyways,service today was HOLY and FUN.serious fun.haha.i met my -white-jacket today:DDDDLOL.i couldnt stop beaming,alright i shall stop now seriously.

went to changi's mac again.i cant believe i saw the same old guy that was at mac last week-.-omg.

from today onwards,i seriously am gonna study really hard.oh yes,i will.and there's no doubt if you see me aces-sing for my bio.i've been studying it lately:Dand the good thing is,momma's gonna get me a new ipod:D

i want the casio exilim.yes i do.but i think i'm gonna change my cellphone 1st.

ok,i gotta mug my english now.gross,i know.

omg.i think i'm gonna beam non stop in the bus tmr.sigh.wolili.

it's you-ryan cabrera

2006-09-23T19:27:00.000+08:00

the more i see your face,it really irks the hell out of me.

hell,i woke up pretty early this morning.1145.yeah,its early for me though.and so i had to rush so that i would not be late to meet up with yohan,martin and yossie.real towners:D

met up with them at cineleisure.had pastamania:DDi miss fish&co now.they've got the best fried seafood there.it sure is boring hanging out with the same old peeps.sigh.i wanted to do something more.something more fun and real.

oh well.watched the new chic flick john tucker must die.it was great.sophia is real pretty.and do is jesse metcalfe who plays as john.real hunka dude:Dbut then he's more on the handsome/pretty side instead of hot/sexy.seriously.

i still love ryan cabrera:D

LOL.went to hmv and sad to say,jesse & jojo's album isnt out yetD:

my playists is really keeping bored now.flood me with music:DD

dirty little secret-The All-American Rejects

2006-09-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

omgomg.i had a seriousl tummy ache right now and i'm trying to gasps for more air after laughing hysterically right in front of the comp.LOL.i saw this seriously cute vid on elmo.hell cute.

i couldnt get the codes right so here's the url.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4x-VW_rCSE

its hell cute i tell ya.-still laughing hysterically.

2006-09-22T17:30:00.000+08:00

today is a serious bad hair day.my hair kept on flying all over the place and i had no choice but to keep on comb it and tie it again.arhhh.

bio was great.hahas.ok,i love bio now.but seriously,i really dislike ms helen chong.just the subject is love.but i hated antibiotics and drugs.ewwws.

maths test was easy peasy:Di reckoned its miss lai who set the paper.it couldnt be mrs chia since its so easy.LOL.no assembly today and so our class had our own revision time.i really had a hard time studying all my bio stuff cos chun zhi wouldnt stop talking and singing.

chun zhi:-singing in a really high pitch tone.hippooooo.oh..hippooooo.i'll always..always..LOVE YOUUUUUU.
me: omg.you seriously love hippo eh?
chun zhi: of course.hippo is like so damn freaking cute la.
me: -.- LOL
chun zhi:-kept singing her-hippo-song.
me: can you stop singing.i'm trying to study here!
chun zhi: huh?why u all so guai kia one?
me: this is not guai kia.this is last-minute-study!
chun zhi: aiyah,chit chat with me leh.
me: u talk one more ime an i'm gonna liquid your whole face.
chun zhi:eekkks.dot like that la.i'm bored chit chat with me lehs.
me:-points her face with a liquid.
chun zhi: oi oi oi oi!!!
me: -liquids her cheeks and drew a funky smiley face.LOVES.

and so....chun zhi will have a really hard time washing the liquid off.

after school went to queensway to meet up with vera and study:Dstudy study study.hell,i love studying now.LOL.had mcnuggets.yum yum.and then off to do productive studying.i did my english paper 2 and vera was busy with her personal account.but unfortuantely,i dozed off without even completing my 2nd qn.and by the time i woke up,vera was tapping her legs and i was like wha??????by then she had alrdy finished her personal account and i was still stuck with the 1st qn of my compre.-.-

anyways,we shopped with novita:Dhell funny.though they look really alike but hell,they dont act as if they're sisters.LOL.

after all that studying,i'm seriously worn out right now.so now i'm off with my nappy:D

2006-09-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

time for some crappy post.hahas.vicki got hit by a flying chair yesterday and today,she got ''dumber''.LOL.like so funny.

here's what happened on msn conver:

me: hey!so how was it?
vic: ok lo.my head still very painful.
me: oh.haiyoh.
vic: i became very dumb.i cant spell my name.
vckii
me: siao.hahahhaas.LOL
vic: i cant spell.how?
what if i cant go taller?
me: its VICKI.
vic: OHHHHHH.is spell like that.ickvi
me: hahahahs.ur real crappy.i guess i better pray for you now.
vic: what is pray?hahahahahahahahaha.
me:omg.

instead of being dumb,i say she's turning more adorable now :D

and omg.vicki's sister is a real meanie.LOL.jokin.

quote from jojo:
God, she's dumb enough, please dont let her get any dumber, i pray. amen.

LOL.they really dont sound like sisters eh?hahas.

many loves,vicki!!!

2006-09-21T18:17:00.000+08:00

omg.this morning was a disaster.huge tummy ache and i couldnt stop rubbing my belly.urgh.pure sickness.and the worse thing is that my ez-link card hadnt had enough cash top-up and i thought i was going to encounter another bus-driver-attack.ahahs.but luckily God blessed me with an exact amount of money,yes and He even left a vacant seat for me.

how can i not love Him.

awww.how sweet.bus ride today was enjoyable.

by the way,today was really a surprising day.full of surprises i say.first of all,i managed to know of the story line of the si da mei ren.hell gay.and i kept on shaking my head during the chinese lit test.like i keep on omgomgomgomgomg-ing.LOL.and lucinda kept on laughing at me.

the next surprise was that i actually paid attention to ms helen chong's bio class and actually understood the concept.nerd,i know.but hey,dont laugh at me.i know there're some even nerdo peeps out there who studies like more than 4 hours.ewwws.

bio lesosns i say,is really productive.i shall revise bio and physics tonight.or perhaps chemistry.

music was so fun and cool.had to form into grps of 5-6 and we had to perform for everybody.teamed up with lucinda,kar yee,estelle,darren and raymond.unbelievable.like i really got no idea why are those two guys in our grp.urgh.

and so darren will be the rapper/dancer.LOL.and the rest of us will be singing.most likely we'll be singing how to save a life-the fray or maybe shine on-ryan cabrera.wohooo.

after school at lunch at bukit timah(?) mac AGAIN with lucinda,kar yee and estelle.and then we did some really productive studying.whoa.never expected it cos i knew we'll tak non-stop.but hey,it turned out real good.

okies,i gtg study bie/physics/chemisrty now.bye peeps.

2006-09-20T18:13:00.000+08:00

today was really crappy.i hated bus 33.ewwws.they've got gay acs guys there and hell,they really irritate me.grr.anyways,art was as usual-stressing as always.the art teacher took away my ez-link card so that she could held me back after school to do finish the art work.grrr.

pe was F U N.yes,seriously.some of the girls-me,michelle,kar yee and lucinda played soccer.hoho.and the rest of the girls were off playing captain's ball AGAIN.sigh.whatever,soccer was really really fun.love it.now i want to learn beach soccer.

recess today was somewhat different.hell i had no idea why me,lu and kar yee was having recess with germaine,raymond and samuel.i was like wha????crapped alot.samuel was really really crappy and funny.LOL.

maths is so fun.kok keong did this really really gay pose &chun zhi and i were laughing like some shit.hahs.

study study study.more productive study after school with mrs sunshine and the guys.but it turned out otherwise.i was really in a bad mood,couldnt concentrate and so i left early.

i think i'll stick to studying with vera and handi.or maybe with kar yee and lucinda.cos studying with mrs sunshine and vicki is hell too wiers and akward for me.oh yeah,yesterday me and vera were really crappy at mac.like we're not fully concentrating on our work so we crapped alot.

zoom in if you hafta :D

see ya,gotta go study for chem and maths.byebye.

2006-09-19T19:30:00.000+08:00

urgh.studying really drains me out.but hell,its only 2 hours of studying and i'm like a person who had never rest for the past 3 days.grr.

and how the hell am i supposed to get my revisions done?and i've still got tuition tmr.argh.and IT course to worry about.hell.

what a dumb luck.i better get going on my chemistry.

2006-09-19T15:27:00.000+08:00

bus ride was alright,surprisingly.art was really driving me nuts.like so geeko.actually,i spent most of the art lessons mugging on my history txtbooks.grrr.and i rushed the last few minutes doing physics.

i almost died during the histiry test.seriously.i didnt know miss huang would set difficult papers.but i'm not worried at all,cos she's too generous about marks,she could even ace a nobody.

lessons was such a bore.i couldnt care less but do my own stuff.more mugging.urgh.anyways,i went to queensway macs(eww) with kar yee and lucinda.someone pissed me off today,shall not elaborate.i really really cant stand it anymore.arghh.

i'll be going macs again with vera to do some studying.productive studying i say.it seems like i can never concentrate studying alone.hell,no idea why.

too little too late-jojo.

2006-09-18T16:18:00.000+08:00

i'm all happy now.mom said that she's gonna buy me a new ipod vid if i get at least 75%.yay.i love her.but getting a new cam is a gone case.my handphone is so off now and i'm dying to get a new one.preferbably an LG chocolate.but sad to say,mom refused to,she wants to get me an n72 or n73 :(i'm all confused now.

anyways,school was alright i guess.did bible study and i even prayed that stall 6 will be open today.omg.mrs ang kept on laughing when she heard my prayer.and i even prayed that we would remember to say our grace before meals(probably becos i keep forgetting).and which,made her laugh more hysterically.haiyoh.

assembly was such a bore.had some literature play again.1/6 and the sec 2s.1/6 was actually playing th dynamo thingy which miss huang had already told our class.and the sec 2s are playing some ???.gah.

cheena was all about mugging and stressing on history test tmr.sigh.i still couldnt get chapter 4 right and i havent been studying for my chinese.and exams are only less than 2 weeks away.grrr.i might as well flunked it.

recess after chinese lessons.went to the toilet woth kar yee and lucinda to burst kar yee's pimples.LOL.

kar yee:omg my pimps are killing me.like that how to make ******ehem like me?

me:LOL.

have no fear,use acne clear.

''hmm.i wonder if this works.''

''YAY.i hope it'll be gone by tmr!!''

hahas.and i love recess now.i wont have to eat wanton anymore.cos stall 6 is open.hallelujah.prayers does work.and after having tom yum i'm all high and satisfied.hais.

i did very badly for english.well,bad enough.at least i'be got a pass but i've deproved,sadly.anyways,had home econs for the last three periods and we're doing baking again!!

estelle an i did gingerbread cookies.was such a failure at 1st.

me:omg,why is the mixture so dry and not blend?are you sure you got the ingredients right?

estelle:ya what.everything is in it alrdy.

miss williams:why so dry ar?go add more butter.-scoops a lil mixture on her hands and pop it in her mouth.

me:omg is she gonna die?

miss williams:what the...why am i eating it?anyways,your cookies are good when unbaked.

estelle:??will it be better when its baked?

miss williams:hmmm..

me:omg,she really got a wierd taste.

and so miss williams asked me to roll the mixture into a dough.and sure enough,it's hell disgusting.and i was laughin my head off during the practical.i'm sure i really grossed lucinda and katherine.it looks like some piece of shit probably becos of the brown sugar.i had a picture of it though but it's not with me.shall find for sassu katherine later.

miss williams said that our cookies are good.and i asked her if it's the best and she gave me that deceiving look.LOL.so funny.miss williams love my cookies unbaked.omg.

after school went to sp with kar yee and lucinda.met marcus and luke and ???(gah,forgot his name).he asked me where was i going and the answer was sp.luke and marcus gave me that !!!!! look when i hailed a cab just to go to sp.LOL.what the hell la.even the cabbie was shocked to even drive us to sp which is like less than a km?

cabbie: where to?

kar yee: sp

cabbie: huh?

kar yee: SP!

cabbie: huh?sp?its just in front leh.

kar yee: i know.so drive us there.

cabbie:???

i felt bad for that cabbie.LOL.and he thinks that newtowners are wierdos.kar yee really love that cabbie too much that she even waved goodbye to him hysterically.gosh.

kfc for lunch and went home after that with kar yee.lucinda had to go back to school for some badminton training.

my god,i ahd a tummy ache after eating everyone cookies.urgh.i think its my cookies,cos i didnt wash my hands.LOL.so sorry la.and my nails!!i didnt cut it short.i couldnt bear to see my nails being chopped off.argh,they're too pretty.and i hope ms ang wont spot me.fingers crossed.

& yeah,that's it for today.i'll start working hard and get that ipod no matter what.

2006-09-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

heys.didnt do much today.went for service and seriously,i was pretty down.i had everyone asking if i was fine.well,maybe.just a lil discouraged and stressed out recently sice yesterday.

awwww.kar yee is worth loving.she's so touching.

and you'll always be my darling.LOL.

after service the whole cell went to changi airport.lol.just to get macdonalds.hahas.like so cute.anyways,i didnt get to see the-white-jacket-guy today.was dying to tell vicki about him but sigh,wasnt in the mood and i hadnt met him today.

but i saw a guy who looked like him:)probably he wasnt wearing his jackeet today:(

hell,i havent been studying:(and exams are like less than 3 weeks away.i have to get at least 75% and i'll be awarded.LOL.who knows?an LG chocolate or maybe a new ipod vid:))))LOVES.

the thought of studying already made me sleepy.gah.and 2 hours of studying really drained the hell out of me.but man,i really got to hit the books.

will start mugging and stressing tonight.i promise i will.

2006-09-16T16:33:00.000+08:00

dragged out of bed.grrr.my eye bags and panda eyes are killing me.argh.if it wasnt for bio,i wouldnt have to turn in so early ytd and i would have probably still be asleep til noon.

met with kar yee and lucinda.loves.ate macs and we tottally gooffed the hell off.crap funny.after breakfast we cabbed to the science centre.

we played with all sorts of crappy stuff there.played with the fountain and we got all wet and felt freezing xold by the time we went in.LOL.the lecture was pretty alright.it was wayyy better than ms helen chong's lesson.we handled with bacteria and some other stuff.kar yee was being lame and crappy.so cute.

kar yee: OMG,the bacteria thing just dripped on the table and i touched it!!!!!!omg omg omg.
me: relax la.its just bacteria.
kar yee: omgosh,will i die?
me,estelle,lu: -.-'''
kar yee:-grabs the bottle of ethanol from lucinda and pump them on the table.
-teacher comes.
kar yee: teacher!!!!will i die?if i touch bacteria?
teacher: (huh??)no la,you wont die that easily.there're so many bactria in your bodies.
kar yee: oh..heng arhx...

LOL.soo cuteee.like a primary sch kid.new kid's discovery.toured around the place after the course .

and so lu,kar yee and i cabbed to jurong point.we had fish&co.yummy.calamari was great.lucinda kept on pigging my food.tsk-tsk.

we went shopping after lunch.i bought lots and lots of crappy stuff.and i almost spent all of this month's allowance.crap.i'm gonna start saving.but the thing is,$300 is not enough for a month.LOL.

kar yee says that the toilet was really high class.omg.and she always admits that she and ******ehem are magical.yeah,right.like ''we can make this love magic''.LOL.i'm crazy for an ipod vid.and of course the LG chocolate phone!!!garh.but mom insisted me on buying N72 or N 73.ok,i'm all confused now.gah.

and then when we were in esprit,something big really really hit me.i wasnt in the mood to say why.it was some sort of spiritual thing.

hey,ever imagined that everyone is actaully against you?and that you felt that everything was so perfectly fine,but there's just some stuff that made you drive nuts and that your confidence and faithfulness is gone?

hell.

lets just forget about it.i aint angry cos its not for me,its just pleasure.i'm just dissapointed.to think of who you really are right now,i try not to imagine.i can hardly believe.it actually kills when all your trust and confidence is gone.it really seriously does.

forget that.i'm looking towards the AFTER.i know i should really pray but i'm not into prayers right now.tmr would be a day to start.lets just put all these stuff behind.

kar yee is my beloved.she purified her hands with some soap in the body shop.she actually touched bird shit ytd.brave girl.and sway sway the bird shit actually landed on lucinda.whoaaa.i kept laughing like hell.kar yee didnt seem to mind but lucinda was after me for laughing at her.

Birds just love lucinda.there's absolutely no doubt.LOL.

went home and i hd troubles.grr.whatever.anyways,the bbq party was great.it could've be better if i was in the mood.somehow,my mood just spoilt the rest of my day.oh wells.

i look so old cos the flour was all over my hair and i looked like an old lady.my hair is even chioer than xiang gu's one.LOL.like grey colour.

went home and will be dreading for tomorrow.somehow i do not want to go to church anymore.grrr.

still-hillsongs

2006-09-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

i'm getting bored now,so i'm starting to post lots of crappy stuff and all,well to kill my study time.LOL,i'll always slacked when exams are comming and studie bullshit during the hols.

someone just done some crappy stuff.(vera).she;s high now.too bad she closed down her bloggie,if not i'll be real sarcastic towards her like demanding for a heart and also summon her to do the crappy quiz.LOL

vera: put-put.out comes the ipod.

me: laughs hysterically.

end of post.i gotta turn in,well sooner or later.gonna wake up like hell early cos of stupid bio.so eww.

bye peeps.

2006-09-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

i finally discovered a few crappy and wierd stuff about chun zhi.she forgot to mention something in her blog.she's got like the wierdest taste ever!!and hell,she'de eaten snakes and dogs before.omg.i'm so not gonna show her my golden -retriever-to-be next time.poor doogies.

and damn,lucinda and chun zhi both summoned me to do this crappy quiz.wtf.lucky it's not the long long kind where i used to see at other peep's blog.LOL.

oh well,guess i have to do it after all?twice?nono.

7 weird things about me:

-i have the wierdest taste ever.well maybe not as bad as chun zhi's.snakes and crocs?hell no.but have you ever heard and tried marshmallow sauce.hell yummy.i used to pop marshies in the microwave and heat them up til its all melted and slimy.LOL

-do you think its freaky and wierd if someone kept on beaming for like hell no reason every few seoconds?and have you ever wondered why such people lived when they laugh at almost everything and almost at everyone and keeps laughing hysterically when its critical?and that you actually made everybody wait for you til you're calm.hell,i do.cos im one of those people.

-hmmm.I LOVE TO 'BULLY' AND LAUGH AT LUCINDA.and that's why i love her.LOL.

-this happens rarely.i use to talk to myself at night when i'm asleep.i just realised that when vera told me.LOL.like creepy.

-i love sarcasm.and its no surprise if mrs lena ang/mrs sunshine is somehow afraid of me.

-i LOVE to laugh at mdm long.sexyyyy.her hair is so pretty and chio!!LOL.and i always call her 'xiang gu'.which meant mushroom cos her hair looks like one mushroom cap.

-i get all hooked up when i listening to my playists.and vera gets all irritated when i dont realise that she's talking to me cos i was so into music.

- i hate women with muscles.like body-builder.sooo ewwww.

- i seriously am allergic to acs guys.hell i do not know why.the affect: i'll have a very very bad mood for the rest of the day.

- tends to be extremely sleepy during listening compre.hell,no idea why.

tick-tock.this aint getting me no where.like 7wierd stuff is tough.i'm not a really wierd person but i'm the extreme wierd.heck.urgh,no more wierd thing i guess?

-i regret later after purchasing a GUESS merchandise despite i love shopping for GUESS.LOL.unless it's momma's money,i'm all satisfied.

-i'm a devil possesed when it comes to shopping and when it come to LAUGHING AT LUCINDA.LOL.

- i love peggy,it's wierd.try it.

7 things about me

- LAUGH ALOT
- LOVES LAUGHING AT LUCINDA ALOT!lol.
-loves my ipod.
- loves GUESS.
-you wont find me in malls on sunday,seriously.there's always open doors at FCBC if you wanna find me:D
- i spend alot of money on shopping and my mum's been complaining.

PEOPLE TO DO THIS
-laughs hysterically-being all sarcastic.
~PEGGY GOH-revenge sure is sweet.LOL
~LUCINDA MAK(i dont care if you've done it alrdy,u're still gonna have to do it and i'll take away your heart of you dont)
~KRISTABEL(LOL)
~ELLEN(you thought it was a post of something nice about you dont cha?hell no.hahahahs.sorry if i got you this time)
~KATHERINE(you're still gonna have to do it)
~PAMELA WONG
~KHAIWOON

the summon is on!you guys better do it if not chop chop.i'll hunt you guys down one by one.LOL.jk la.

2006-09-15T19:44:00.001+08:00

today is the worse day ever.i was in a terribly terrible mood and i do not widh to go on anymore futher about it.

anyways,i got back to normal after science lessons.stall 6 aint open again.poor me had wanton to fill up my stomach.i swore i almost vomitted just now.and my tummy's all bloated now.grr.

maths period was fun fun fun.everyone seated on the back row were listening to music from their cellphones or mp3 players.hahas.i blasted shine on and 1985 with chun zhi and it wasnt long til the bell rang.aww.i wasnt in the mood for assembly.not at all.

talked about stress and bla bla.the best part was that the sec 2s had to perform an act.romeo and juliet.whoaa.i read the story last year for lit.urgh,hell complicated and i flunked the test last year for english.2/1 and 2/3 performed.wondered what happened to the other classes esp 2/4.cos they've got peggy.i want more entertainment.

that small lil chap was good.what's his name?jin (???).urgh,whatever.its the guy who played romeo.LOL.so cute.mrs sunshine shld be proud.2/3 was better,to my opinion.those peep really got guts to do all those mushy stuff that really grossed the hell out of me.hugging and all.urgh.

went to the damnce room after lunch to kill some time before guides.i even got a sneak peek to kar yee's and estelle's dancing.hell 'talented'.LOL.i love the way they start their warming up exercises.so funny.

YOU PUT YOUR LEFT HAND UP

YOU PUT YOUR BOTH HANDS UP

AND U BEND DOWN...

AND DO THE BOOGEY BOOGEY DANCE.

sigh,missed the boogey boogey dance.

'working on it'.kar yee's so cute with her twist,estelle looks so stressed out tryna get her legs straight.LOL

and that's the end of it.guides was as normal and there's nothing interesting about it.

bio tmr.urgh.the thought of going to science centre sounds like a nightmare.grr.

shine on-ryan cabrera

2006-09-15T19:44:00.000+08:00

hey yo.today is the worse day ever.i was in a terribly terrible mood and i do not widh to go on anymore futher about it.

anyways,i got back to normal after science lessons.stall 6 aint open again.poor me had wanton to fill up my stomach.i swore i almost vomitted just now.and my tummy's all bloated now.grr.

maths period was fun fun fun.everyone seated on the back row were listening to music from their cellphones or mp3 players.hahas.i blasted shine on and 1985 with chun zhi and it wasnt long til the bell rang.aww.i wasnt in the mood for assembly.not at all.

talked about stress and bla bla.the best part was that the sec 2s had to perform an act.romeo and juliet.whoaa.i read the story last year for lit.urgh,hell complicated and i flunked the test last year for english.2/1 and 2/3.wondered what happened to the other classes esp 2/4.cos they've got peggy.i want more entertainment.

that small lil chap was good.what's his name?jin (???).urgh,whatever.its the guy who played romeo.LOL.so cute.mrs sunshine shld be proud.2/3 was better,to my opinion.those peep really got guts to do all those mushy stuff that really grossed the hell out of me.hugging and all.urgh.

went to the damnce room after lunch to kill some time before guides.i even got a sneak peek to kar yee's and estelle's dancing.hell 'talented'.LOL.i love the way they start their warming up exercises.so funny.

YOU PUT YOUR LEFT HAND UP

YOU PUT YOUR BOTH HANDS UP

AND U BEND DOWN...

AND DO THE BOOGEY BOOGEY DANCE.

sigh,missed the boogey boogey dance.

'working on it'.kar yee's so cute with her twist,estelle looks so stressed out tryna get her legs straight.LOL

and that's the end of it.guides was as normal and there's nothing interesting about it.

bio tmr.urgh.the thought of going to science centre sounds like a nightmare.grr.

2006-09-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

yo peeps.today was a so-so day.sigh.i hate taking bus 33.i got insulted and embarrassed by the stupid bus driver.wtf.stupid arsehole.and that made me have a really bad bad tempered and even my ipod doesnt cheer me up.urgh.and that freaking gay acs guy is really really pissing me off.

but i was back to normal when i saw my lovely sunshine.lol.mrs ang the sunshine face.hahas.and so me vicki and mrs sunshine did bible study:Dfun fun.and after that my eyes were glued on my damn freaking shou ce.urgh.

ting xie was nervous but yet fun.hahas.probably becos i studied for it.eh..not bad ok!oh yah,there was a new teacher who came to our class today.vicki said that she was the ''attack of the mushroom head''.as you can see,mdm long is xiang gu(mushroom) and because having an extra teacher means extra discipline,we name her muo gu(another mushroom)a.k.a ''the attack of the mushroom head''.hey,you cant deny that mdm longs's head is like a mushroom cap,can you?lol.pretty,i love her hair.

-laughs hysterically.

after all the tests and lessons,vicki and i had lunch in school.had luksa and it was sooo ewww.urgh.i miss tom yum,too bad the stall auntie was in pain so she couldnt run her stall.she's the best tom yum cook ever:Di'm soo not gonna eat laksa again.i'll stick to my comfort zone,that is,hunger strike.

urgh,gastric is coming over me.whatever.

wtf.i hate sec 1 guys.seriously.like there's this kenneth guy who is real freak.i was actually telling eugene a joke when her pops up like nobody's business and say all sorts of nonsene stuff about my joke.tsk-tsk.he's really got no sense of humour.and dude,you're not the guys i'm talking to.besides,i dont even know you.perhaps you're just some nerdofreak?whatever.he's totally lame i tell ya.he pissed everyone off and there's absolutely no doubt to that.

then after lunch vicki and i met up with mrs sunshine.studied math together while she was on with her chem papers.she was still marking her papers while we were rotting like shit.but we've got a new entertainer,which is,bryan.lol.he almost killed me with his voice.GOD.he was singing like hell.there was this time when he sang ''if aint got you'' by alicia keys and it really really killed me.i almost fell on the floor.when he sings,he reminded me of zara who sang the same song during teacher's day.hell funny.and the worse part was that i kept on laughing and laughing when no one was.its like every few seconds i kept on laughing like shit.and everyone has to wait for me to calm down and relax before they could say or do anything.so outcast.shit it.

bryan: eh,1/1 got any chio bus?
me,vicki: -shrugs
mrs sunshine: tsk,can you not ask those qns?
bryan: okok.then 1/1 got any handsome guys?
mrs sunshine: -stares at him.tsk,what if i ask you if there's any handsome guys in 2/1?
bryan: still need to say meh?-points to himself
me: BLEH.ka pui.

ok fine.hell lame.

anyways,marcus sent me and vicki home.i went to get my new specs.it was so striking.when i put on the new specs,everything was like deng deng.hell clear.so striking that i even had to squint my eyes every few moments.sigh.and there's this guy who kept on staring at me.sooo freaky.

2006-09-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

wat the hell.peggy's sad now.cos i love cheryl more than her.LOL

ok la,i love peggy!!

2006-09-13T17:59:00.000+08:00

just posting some random stuff.peggy asked me where's her heart on the links.and so...there's her heart on the links. "<3peggy".

but then she bias,she refuse to give me a special heart.noohoo:( turh! i got better lovers.heh.

i talked to jojo just now on msn.was pretty scary at 1st,but i must ask her about her blog's song.LOVES.technically,she's nice.

jojo: and pardon the correction fetish, its idiosyncrasy (:
me: oh, im a bad speeler
jojo: haha.
me: OMG,worng.speller.tsk,*wrong.

THAT i say,is social suicide.sigh.wtf.

me: i dont see my heart there!!where's my heart??!!why still not there??!!
peggy: QUICK GO SEE.HAVE ALRD.
me: -visits peggy's blog.-sees a small punny lil heart beside my chio name.
me: I HATE YOU!!!

and yeah,i should have given cheryl the heart.she deserves it more:Dhahs.

and please,to all peggy's friends/sisters,i aint fan of peggy.i do not idolise her.pls la.even michelle says that cheryl rock more.LOL.

but then i still 'love' peggy,despite that she gave me a small tiny puny lil heart.sigh.

I GO FIND CHERYL NOW :D

2006-09-13T16:29:00.000+08:00

something tingles me.must be Him.i woke up EXACTLY 6a.m.like DONG,i was wide awake on my bed.

well,sorta.dragged out of bed actually.and the bus was freaking slow!!sigh.and that gay acs guy drives my nuts.he's so ewwws.cant stand him.

pe was fun and high!!softball rocks somehow:DDbut the worse thing that i hate is their gloves.ewwww.like stinks real badly.no wonder peggy's got stinky hands.LOL.

ok,i was just kidding.seriously.

kar yee and i made love with the cone.hahahaha.like hell funny.lucky katherine didnt took a picture of both of us.if not,its the end of my social life.LOL.

i really really hate reccess now.the queue is like getting longer and longer each freaking day.and worse thing,stall 6 not open.boohoo.no more tom yum party.

gay,i know.

watever.had cell grp today:DDmissed bus 196 twice cos vicki and i got our views of the bus no blocked by the stupid pole.sigh.damn freaking arsehole.

oh yeah,i saw isnu.like ewww.he died his hair.so gay.blonde's not his colour.caucasians are not his kinda peeps.whatever.

and i cant believe that nicky is so crappy and lame.serious gayness.

msn conver.
nicky: hu r u aR?sry 4got
me: CAROLINE!!!
nicky: eh..aiyo..okkz
me: eh!!!why aiyo??!!!!
nicky: aiyo as in..ai2yo2...
not ai2yo4
me: -.- walao..lame la
nicky: where got...i got 2 legs 2 hands...n they r working perfectly well
me: tsk

HE'S GAY.THAT YOU CANT DENY.

i really really gotta pull up my socks.like serious.i'm gonna study maths tonight.i swear i will.and no matter what,i'm gonna ace history and maths.'die die also must'.

chinese is a HENG HENG thingy.thank God only two chapters will be tested for test.and do you know how much i really really dislike mdm long a.k.a mushroom cap teacher(her hair is in mushroom cap hairstyle.)..like seriously..alot!!

she deducted 5 marks from me cos i didnt write her name.like bias.turh!

2006-09-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

hell.i just couldnt understand what has gone with all my friends.like despos...tsk tsk.and i cant believe someone asked me to matchmake!!like =.=

"i want to love someone and i want someone to love me!!"

sigh.despos around me.like freaky man.

i just couldnt comprehend these easy stuffs.

and seriously,i'm pretty sorry.

2006-09-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

i felt odd now.i bargained with my mum to have more time surfing the net.and the wierdest thing is that...WHY IS EVERYONE COMMENTING ABOUT MY TISSUES??!!like crap.those are not mine.

BUT YOU CANT DENY THAT THEY'RE CUTE:DD

2006-09-12T17:37:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.today,as usual,was a boring lame
day.sigh. im sick of all these same routines
everyday-go to sch, study,eat,shower,play.
grr.like i want to do something new and fun.
khaiwoon's bbq party is worth waiting:DD

i SHOULD have slept late last night,like maybe 2 in the morning.art today,was fun(for the 1st ime).probably cos we were spending lessons at the comp lab.hahas.went to each others blog and tag and so on.but hell,the teacher blocked the system :((

i hate recess now.cos its the time whereby everyone from 2 levels could see my new ugly hairstyle.arghhh.hates that.

funny,my classmates are like no other.cute,naughty,and cheeky.hahas.and it was after recess when i discovered something about kar yee and clarissa.

THEY BOUGHT CUTE TISSUE PACKETS COS THEY ARE CUTE.hahahas.like hell lame.

MONKEY-MAN!!

liu xing yuan-.-diaoz

gay version of harry potter.

some korean love story flick.

motive inc.hell lame.

bothe bought packet tissuese cos of its cuteness.-.-

anyways,CME lessons was fun fun.hell funny.like germain and kok keong were goofing off.they claim themselves as 'xiao tian tian' and 'xiao mi mi'.and together,they are 'xiao tian mi'.like hell lame.and i still couldnt believe that i actually talked to chun zhi ever since last term.ay.

kok keong dared to draw crap stuff on the CME worksheet.like ms ang's worksheet.tsk tsk.

like OMG.he's fooling around with singapore's coat of arms.hahas.hell cute.

and chinese lesson is a slumber party.i almost slept but not until vicki sabo-ed me by having intensions to tell mrs ang about my bad sleeping habits in class.sigh.i got scolded by the mushroom cap long lao shi for being soo chatty in class.hahas.

towned with lucinda and vicki after school.had macs.sooo ewwww.i should have eaten pastamania but oh well.

i saw this wierd wierd auntie.damn,loved the way she uses her specs.

SPECS PLACED UNDER THE NOSE ARE MORE SUPPORTIVE.hahas.that's what i claimed from her.

(but hell,you wont be seeing me wearing specs that way.hell no.)

and walked around the mall and i bought ryan's cd.kinda regretted it.should have bought oasis or stacie orrico.and finally we went home.

i felt sort of guilty and bad going to town with lucinda and vicki.they're not used to the long distance walking from the mall to the bus stop.and that kills me.felt horrible.i shouldnt have been so silly and stubborn.they keep complaining.sigh.i aint going to town anymore.

vera,khaiwoon,yohan,yoshi,martin and marcus are real towners.LOVES.

home safe and sound,though felt horrible and guilty still.sigh.

will be looking forward to khaiwoon's bbq party.<33s

2006-09-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

2nd post for the day.im hell bored.i havent even started on my physics and i really dont know how to do the qns.like ms ang gave us upper sec work and it freaked the hell out of me.sigh.guss i'll have to call mrs ang for help.yep,my source of answer.

oh yeah,i love vera's elder sisey(novita) now.i prefer her to vera's 2nd sisey.yep.she's real nice i tell ya.and lucky she's a portland uni grad,that means i wont have to stress on my work any more.sources of answers i have.hahs.

i better get going now.gonna have to call up mrs ang for helpppppp.i hate physics :(

2006-09-11T17:30:00.000+08:00

HEY HO!!!!

i guess im all excited.hahs.though i hadnt had much sleep last night and i even took a pill due to some serious headache and all.grr.

i realised,3 hours of sleep made me fresher and awake then sleeping the whole night.i shall go online more often.yep.

on purpose,i missed the 2nd bus to school.i really really dont want my classmates to see my new hairstyle.and i cant believe i spend 45 minutes in the bathroom to shower and tie up my hair.most likely,i took 15 minutes to shower and the other half and hour to tie my hair.

i hate that.my hair is real eeks.like ive gotta clip here and there.so gay.sigh.

and sad to say,the 1st person who saw me in the new haircut was lucinda.bohoo.and then walkd into the class with everyone gasping like mad.and vicki was shouting like mad "SOOO CUTE".

aint cute dude.

lucky no comments from the girls.but germain and samuel were over there commenting and all.good thing ive got my darling vicki to protect me.hahas.yep,she scolded back to them and hell,it was such a funny sight.

maths lesson was a joy.i cant believe the maths teacher realised abt my hair.grr.and kun kit is soo cute.

miss lai: kun kit!!Go back to your seat!
kun kit: but teacher,i discussing answers with him.i dunno how to do corrections.
miss lai: You want to discuss answer,you'll discuss later.i'll give you more time.
kun kit: but teacher,i got no green pen to do corrections.
miss lai: borrow from someone,go back to ur seat!!!!!-screaming her lungs out
kun kit: -turns to melvin-
eh you got green pen?only got one?ok la nvm,i share with you.
-sits beside him.
miss lai: -diao,given up on him.

the whole home econs test was such a bore.i couldnt care less to study.and oh yeah,lucky i managed to copy down answers from estelle for the coursework.hahas.heng heng.

i hate home econs now.and so does art.now im missing DNT and literature.sassy colin koh sia.hahas.

okies,on with my physics now.fingers crossed that ms ang would be on mc tmr.

2006-09-10T18:58:00.000+08:00

hey people.finally ive got the time to blog.like hell,i never enjoyed my hols this time.like ive got endless of arguments and scoldings.sigh.i miss singapore now.

the worse thing i'm worried about is my homework.argh.how stupid am i.i left the most important work that has to be done back in singapore.grr.my home econs corsework.lucky its a group work,so that i could just copy answers from my partner blindly.fingers crossed.

indeed,im still unsatisfied about shopping here.though there's a big sale,hell ive got abvsolutely no mood to do any.sigh.i'm the extreme.periods are driving me nuts and hence,i've even given ip on a GUESS accessories and a ECT CETERA skirt.and of course NEXT tops and all.

i hate periods.

bright side is:I FINALLY GOT A CUTE GUESS JACKET

hoho.okies,i gotta go now.gonna have to depart soon.

hell i dont want to go back.NOOOOOO!!!!perhaps im all hooked up abt the home econs thingy.ay,alien stuffies.

2006-09-01T16:02:00.000+08:00

hey.this shld be my last post.am in the ariport now.hahas.free internet accss sia.

oh yeah,mrs ang and marcus came to see me.like so touched.they even bought me a cute doggie.hahas.and when i checked in i kept turning around to wave at them.and people must be thinking i'm a retard.

gonna fly :DD

2006-09-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

gonna have to miss everyone.cos i'm gonna fly any moment soon to indo.

funny,taj actually cried cos he misses vera.ahhas.and surprisingly,i havent been receiving calls from my fam,which is mrs ang marcus ag and vicki.its alright,i dont wish to see them anyway.

face the brighter side,im gonna chill with mom and do lots of shopping and hopefully i would be able to hang out with michelle,irlia,ellen and even vera.hahas.and i'll be the happiest person on earth

surprisingly,i never miss going to church lately.i'de rather crouch in bed and do whatever stuff i want.but ay...pobably i'm just a lil discouraged right now.especially yesterday,which is teachers day.shall not elaborate what had happended.

I'M GONNA MISS MY COMP!!-sob sob.and of course,chatting with peggy online.ay.

but its only a week and hell,i'm missing everything here alrdy.i wont be blogging for the next week and i'll be hell bored at indo if it wasnt for shopping.gags.

2006-08-31T22:27:00.000+08:00

tonight sure was enjoyable:D

placed millions of bets with peggy.hell lame and ridiculous.and then vera and i headed off to queensway and get the converse sling.hahs.

and we walked and walked and walked.-bored-.and finally when we got back to anchorage,we chilled around for a while and took many random pics and stuff.

and slacked all the way til about 10pm.right now i'm blasting the music from my itunes so that i wouldnt be able to hear what ama's nagging about.turh.big toruble,i havent been fully recovered from my cough.gah.

gonna have to start packing for tmr now:D

2006-08-31T17:46:00.000+08:00

hey hey ho.today's a special day.or at least.its teachers day and its also vera's birthday.nothing much though.the performance today was a bore.like i was almost dozing off.and good-for-nth chun zhi kept on playing with her balloon,like its some kinda new discovery of hers why balloons are light.tuh!

and i never realise that newtowners could sing.sing like pretty well.amazing singer;s we've got,but not as compartable as AI.and SI is such a boredom.haiis.couldnt be more interested to find out who's the winner.

after that i met up with vera and yohan so that we could go to GESPS together.the bus was like so freaking crowded that i couldnt even get off the bus and instead of alighting at GESS,i alighted at tiong instead.ay.

vera pangseh me :( but i wasnt lonely til i met my ex-classmates.but its still a bore.their leading unintersting lives right now.hahs.i actually ordered tom yum but i was too caught up so in the end vera had to clear it for me.i didnt get to meet ms ng and that's a blessing to me.i never want to meet up with my nightmare again.and i met ms leong:Dlike aint she lovely.and i'm sure that it was miss leong that i met on the bus.but hell she couldnt recognise me :(

and i aint proud in my new town uni.gags.i wanna move.and i shall next year.hahas.and everyone was pretty shocked when they heard about it.and they're still wondering where the hell am i going to.jess wanted me to go to her sch but hell no.

and everyone's still the same.as in looks and all.well maybe except for some.like benz,he kept on admitting that he's taller than me but hell no.i remembered he was way way shorter than me last time.but he grew.aye,lil kid.benz's and kun kit are like vice versa.hahas.the performance by lil primary kids were hell cute:Dand i even saw hui zhen's sisey.like soo adorable:DD

then vera and i took cab to queenstown primary.heck,i dont know why am i going there.aye.saw sidney and hell,vera knew him.and when she was shouting and screaming his name i was like 'huh??'gah.

playing bball and playing with their lives in the rain,i so do not wish to be there.vera pangseh me again.but this time worse cos i knew nobody but cindy.but she went to other frens.tuh.like crap.saw nicky and i didnt realise that he was playing bball too.aye.

poor vera got bullied by sidney again.its been 3 years and she's got bullied.hahas.

cabbed to town later on and had pastamania:Dwe both had our necklaces and we werent in a mood to take neos.haiis.and i am dying for the converse sling and i shall get it later tonight.hahas.

feel asleep on the bus suddenly and i'm home now,all tired and torned out.haiis.

gonna fly tmr:D

2006-08-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

yo people.imma keep this post short and describe about my highness during the rest of the day.

like this is insane.some insanity.uh hurh.i was like beaming in the shower.meaning and meaning all the while.laughing out loud.and i even kept singing songs in a out-of-tune voice and so off key.i still couldnt believe that i wanted ot be a soprano.like that's a lame jock.hahas.

and right now i'm staring at the comp screen,beaming all the way.no idea why.probably because of the holiday mood and spirit that was influenced by marcus.hahas.or maybe perhaps i'm really looking forward for thursday.or maybe i'm really happy about today.

watever the reason is,i'm loving these 3 days.sad to say that i couldnt spend the holis with my frens and all,but instead i gotta pack up and go back to indo.but good thing is that they're having this huge sale.hahas.-sarcastic laughters on mum-.

funny.each night i would be able to find myself wearing the same pj as vera.like same pattern but a different colour.

and we were all cracked up with laughters as we laugh and shout and scream and sing.and my maid was wondering what on earth had gotten into us.hahas.and the most funny thing is that ama was freaking out when we started cracking up into laughters and all,doing what we like to do and being restless and all.haiis.though we are teenagers,we still have that kiddish side of us somewhere.hahas.

2006-08-29T20:52:00.000+08:00

ok fine,i shall really not delay anymore.i shall now upload pics from recent days.gags.

pizzamania:D gags. LOVES IT

hot chicks ever!all my effort for getting a pass for home econs practical.

your stupidity kills me sometimes.gags.goofed off before sending charissa off to boston.

campfire night.off to duties instead of enjoying the show.hais.

Fossil wallet sure is love.hahas.

anyways,saw something that i shouldnt have seen in school.tsk,nasty cheeky fellow.

and each passing second made me go crazier and crazier about the converse sling that i saw with vera at queensway.argh.i shall get it someday.

2006-08-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

hey hey yo...but i did took the second bus and i saw eye-bag-guy(vic..jealous huh?gags).

had physics class and i was dozing off when ms ang was gabbing all those sickly stuff.bad habit on me,dozing off during lessons.like i still could remeber i slept for hours during cheena test.imagine it...i could have flunked it.but i couldnt care less.and that is probably the reason why i got so bad for my results this semester.ms ang showed us all of our marks.i gotta say,amazingly i improved on my cheena but my science is a gone case to me.instead of bio(surprisingly),physics is pulling my marks down.i miss chem now.

history teacher made us do punishment for being irresponsible about the test.grrr.had to copy like a big chunk of paragraph of notes and she even made us do a essay write up on civilisation crap.

silly me missed ice cream cause i didnt tag along with vic,lucinda and kat.grr.like free ice cream.ben and jerry.such temptation.but i had no choice but to head for home cos ama was planning of a family lunch.and i could see vera's face all sucked up.

but in the end vera and i went to pastamania to have our lunch(we screwed the fam lunch),and had loads of fun together.we went all goofy and stuff.window shopping and all,took neos and i even bought a pressie for some one.shrieks.i forgotten to get peggy a card.argh.shall give it to her on thrusday and make it a belated one.

here are the pics:D

anyways,goofed off by doing lame stuff(like we always do),and we even got ourselves each a necklace.both identical.well maybe not really,was intending to get it by this thursday since we are celebrating her birthday together.hahahas.

and soon we'll be flying off to indo together.haha.

2006-08-28T18:56:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey.lots of people say that i recovered from some illness.like depressed illness.heck,no idea why.i must be kinda low these few weeks,but well,i'm high now.starting to be like marcus,like HOLIDAY MOOD MAN.hahas.

anyways,thinking of the white-jaket-guy(weeping guy)made me kept beaming on the bus.i kept beaming and beaming.lucky i was sitting right all the way at the front.and bad thing that i saw the gay acs guy again.haiis.

like which class is lamer than mine?hell.the guys kept on caring people once they enter the class.like they just bang the door open and try to scare everyone out.but apperantly,no one seemed to be enjoying or laughing off at their presence.hahs.and some of our 'dear' schoolmates cried and they dont have the guts to enter e1/1 cos of some sence of guilt.

yep,guilt.regrtting what they had done that caused everything into trouble,thinking that they serve justice,tryna think that they are the oh-so-mighty-one.hell.guilty consious...guilty consious.

and dont you ever dare try anything funny ight in front of me.like you always think you're the cleverest among all,everything that you do is right.like you think that no one has the rights to do anything that you are doing right now.hell,just get a life.if you gotta problem,dont come asking me for help.

and talking shit behind people's back is a big nono.

what more can i say??that big arse partner(that is the person sitting right beside me) is a big goner.the more i see her,the more pissed off i am.like dude,you even admit to yourselve..its no body's business,its just what you think.and to me,it doesnt matter now.whats the point of stressing about it.hurh!chun zhi the goner.

put it all aside.cabbed to anchorpoint to get lunch.kfc again.haiis.then vicki and i took goofy pics =)

loves it baby!! gasps.retard on the loose
vicki and her hunka-dude

and there shall be more pictures next time.(cos ppl are like complaining to me cos i got such a dead blog).hahas.

2006-08-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

yo people!!changed my blogskin again.hahas.

gonna have to go back to GESPS with vera and yohan this coming thursday.and queenstown too.hell i do not know why am i going there.just tagging along with vera since it's her birthday.

and tmr is the final week of the term.i do not wish to go to school anymore.can we like...just skip it??grr.

nono.must be like marcus,on a holiday mood.heck.

like i care-eyes rolling.anyways,i saw 'weeping' guy today!!!!! :DDD

2006-08-27T19:15:00.000+08:00

tired tired.haiis.yesterday was a pretty busy day.and so is today.never had rest since monday.like hell busy.

yesterday was like crap.the campfire aint fun at all.and so is the preparation.like we had to report damn early and get thing going and it suck pretty much.grr.and while everyone was enjoying themselves during the campfire,i was like doing my job and duties.cant stand it.

oh yeah.met taj and his whole gang.like crap shiz.so not in the mood.

and i was pretty sad cos charissa wsas off to the states.boston.some courses she had to take.and on top of that,i hadnt had time to take a shower since morning.

goofed off with peggy when we were doing duties right after the campfire.hahas.like dustbin juice.and funny,loved the way she does all the cleaning.like she's got those special techniques.ahhas.like picking up a chicken wing with leaf,and going merry-go-round with the rubbish bag and eventually kept vomitting after that is sooo funny.and so we got ourselves covered with dustbin juice.ahhahas.and peggy kept hugging dawn so that they both could stink together.

such a funny sight.

went home pretty late and tired.

and as for today,was pretty alright i guess.had porridge and i forgotten to take my medication again!!argh.vera's been complaining again.

shed shed shed.keep shedding.haiis.no doubt or surprise.keeps happening every sunday.and everyone in the cell grp is gonna hve swollen eyes tomorrow.hahas.

and i really really couldnt stand marcus.he was like damn high and he keep giving me,vicki,mummy and marcus wee this cheena girl look and twist.ay,holiday mood.

and finally marcus wee is not scared of me and vicki.and today was actually the 1st time i saw him opening his mouth to tlak.hahas.

dreading for tomorrow :((

2006-08-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

today was sooo not my day.like i went to school with a long face,all grumpy and sad and so not in a mood.and everyone was wondering why too.surprisingly beverly noticed me.

and getting back bio results made everything worse.just got a pass and it sucked so bad.hahs.maths were alright.got the formulae,got the alien stuffies,got the brain.hahas.

studio wu came to our school today.danced like damn hot.though some were like gayish and eww.hahas.and then there's this guy from our school who started doing break dances on stage.like he just spin and spin around with his hands and feets up in the air.LIKE SO COOL:D

anyways,the whole of sec 1 were asked to stay back.cuase the whole level was caught cheating for history test.and germain's gonna get public canning.aiyo.

and sheri shed crocodile tears.no wonder no one likes her.haiis.

after school,cabbed to town to get my lower braces done.like i was sitting down there whikle the dentist was doing the braces.and i keep straring at the wall....and eventually i fell asleep for like half an hour.hahas.and i was scolded.hahas.like so lame la.couldnt help it mah,was so damn freaking tired and sleepy.

then i took the bus back to school for guides.the tense were there,esp for the sec 1s.like i cant understand why they worried so much for germain being punished.haiis.i couldnt care less,though i really really hop[e that he wouldnt be punished.

i still say,germain is innocent and sheri is a backstabber.no offence.but both were wrong.

and the VP was like damn unreasonable.she see students bu shuang then anyhow accuse them for cheating.like crap.hurh.never like that snob.

had salmon and miso:)) but braces were killing me,and eventually i couldnt eat in peace.grr.

2006-08-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

hey hey.posting as usual.today was like any ordinary day.like boring-.-and worse of all,had two tests to sit for,that is cheena and history.i couldnt care less to study.ay.

like i left the 1st page of the cheena paper blank.hahahs.(got shuang feeling,cos this is my 1st time i never studied for cheena)and if i got more than a pass for it,i must be a genius cos i never touched my shou che and textbook.

history test were pretty alright.miss huang was like worried for us.and she keeps blurting out the clues and answers.hahas.

had stupid biology lessons at the comp lab.like crap.all we did was to surf the net and copy down all those alien stuffies which was showed on the page.like crap.chun zhi and i was busy chatting with each other though the chat room.

and same goes to today's IT course.i felt glad that it was my 1st time joining the class.cos today's the last day.like the course was like hell boring.mr simon locked the net and i couldnt care less about the stupid course and project.so instead i played a stupid lame game of solitare.i hated it.like for hours i've been playing and i still couldnt score the game.kept dealing and dealing over and over again.grr.

and when he finally unlocked it,the whole class went to many random webbies and the stupid comp wouldnt let me access to blogger.argh.so me and chun zhi were back with chatting,only this time we did something real random and got everybody looking through our rough conversations.gags.like real random.

went home and caught up with mom.she's flying off today.sob sob.no more shopping sprees.haiis.oh well,gonna have to wait til next friday.i'll be flying off to jakarta soon!!!so exciting.jakarta's like having this big big sale everywhere.esp pondok indah mall.hehe.

and so there shall be more shopping to be done:D

2006-08-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

yo people.time to put all those bad stuff aside and start on a new post.like boring day-.-

i found out that acs guys are like damn gay.total gayness.stupid toot toot people stuffed with nothing but grey matter are driving me nuts.no offence to cuzzie but hey,at least his not some gay people.and the worse thing is that acs guys are always boarding the same bus and gay people are all around me.like crap la.

gave stupid reasons to the art teacher for not handing up my art work.grr.such a waste.and i'm relly sick and tired of doing art.like each lesson is some kinda lecture??crap man.i miss literature.the sec 2s wont even need to stress on art anymore.grr.(i still miss colin koh)hahas.

and i never realised that today was some spa test.ms ang was tough on us.she wasnt even like ms chong or mrs ang.made sure that everyone was like an ocean apart from each other and i kept trembling throughout the test and i almost broke the measuring cylinder.and the stupid styrofoam ball wouldnt sink even if i tied a rock on it.crap.sure minus marks.and then the next stupid mistake that i did was that i opened the tap quickly and sad to say that i was soaked wet and shivering cold since i was sitting right under the fan.poor estelle suffered with me.like she too got drenched.haiis.pressure people,pressure.

the fillet that i ate during reccess made my throat from bad to worse.and then the funny thing is that me and vicki saw someone 'playing' and 'stressing' on the vending machine.gags.hell funny.and then we both craked up with laughters.and then eventually my throat went form worse to worst.haiis.

and when i stepped into the hall i saw horrifying peggy.kept running away from her. but somehow she just found me.and so she chased me everywhere and i kept on asking cheryl if she had seen peggy and if she could warn me if she spot her.hahas.and poor me had to have a bad hair day because of peggy.LIKE THAT'S CRUCUAL!!!walao.revenge was pulling ad tugging her hair.tomorrow,i'm gonna bring my ama's scissors.and peggy will surely die.

HAHAHAHAHAHA(sarcastic laughters)

and i could always sabotage her.like mrs ang is on my side man.hahahaha.and i'll make sure that mrs ang will SABO HER DURING CHEM LESSONS.

read peggy's blog and it actually made me wondered if mrs ang really brings a charger to school everyday.like aint that cute.hahahhahahas.

i skipped IT course and went off with momma!!!went to do some banking stuff and then went town to do shopping.i always go against her to buy me some stuff by mentioning her about the time she actually bought 6 pairs of branded shoes without even checking the price.haha.and when we were in esprit was damn funny.mom wanted to get the membership card but we had to purchse items at $150.but then we lacked of 1 dollar and so i made her buy me a top that i was dying for.hahah.HOW CAN I NOT LOVE ESPRIT.

after that i pulled her to fossil and after endless of efforts to buy me a wallet and a handbag,and thousands of whinings and cryings,she bought them all.hahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha.she's gonna go brankupt i tell ya.haha.

such mother like mine should be loved dearly :D

2006-08-22T19:28:00.000+08:00

just like i predicted,this is gonna be the worst week ever.

i just dont understand what people wants from me.they see me as this 'good-potential' and all sorts but ey,i aint that good.right now,i'm just sick,nervous,scared and tired of almost everything and everyone.even i cant stand myself.

kinda felt like i'm a burden to everyone,even me myself.and everyone's stressing on me.each and everyone of them had their high expectations on me and i have thousands of doubts that i could even achieve.like studies,crap.tryna please everyone,make everyone happy and all,but i ended up not being happy myself.everything that i do seems hopeless.and i'm sick and tired of everyday and so i kept praying that it'll be next week the next minute passes by.

those expactations were never on my standards.i try my best to make everyone happy or even please them.but hell,no.

even as i tried pleasing my teachers,friends,family,i ended up spitting out lies or doing what i was told to do and never on my own opinion.i just couldnt handle it anymore.

and sitting on my seat for the whole day in school was like spending school in hell because of some partner i have.

she goes around calling people names and all.always wanting other people doing it her way.and when we try to explain things to her,she'll ended up saying some lame stuff about us like calling everyone 'bitch' or whatever.''like define bitch will ya??'' hell,she doesnt even know when is the correct time to say something or even using it to the right person.bad temper i say.

its no point mentioning about it.everyone in class E1/1 should know who i am referring to.hurh.there is absolutely no doubt that she'll be left in the dark alone with no one out there.like even your bestie doesnt trust you.and hell,i was stupid at that time when i actually did trusted you.

shame on me.

its useless complaining right now.i'm stressed out completely.i wont be that high carol anymore.well not until the sept hols.gags.

2006-08-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

yo people.today was the starting of a bad week.i could tell.like i quarrelled with my mom last night,had trouble with mummy,algebra..ya-da-ya-da-ya.

like give me a break.grr.

yesterday's church service wasnt even that exciting either.had a bad temper once i stepped into the car.like all the four of us(me,vicki,marcus and luke)were all snatching for seats and trying our best to put our butts on the seats.like hell irritating.cant wait for next week's service.reckoned it'll be better.and probably more enjoyable.despite that i was down and moody yesterday.oh well.

stressed all the way to school about CT.felt like shit at first and the things that i have absorbed just keeps slipping off my mind.couldnt get all the formula and equations right.truth is,i suck on area and algebra.and the worse thing is,i studied like shit last night and couldnt fall asleep til past midnight.grr.whatever.

the test was pretty alright i guess.though i was stuck on a few questions.english lesson was the worst(always been).got kicked out of the class cause of some idiotic,lame and gay peeps.cant stand them any longer.and home econs was FUN FUN FUN.grilled chicken wings and poor kok keong was suffering(cause i was his partner),and i had him to do all kinda stupid stuff.but i was the on doing all the marinating.all eww i hate that.

though it smelled nice,but it was that tasty after all.too bad mom isnt in singapore yet.if not i could let her have a bite.and i'll bet she faint or be hospitalzed.like the chicken wing's appearance was alright but doesnt taste good.

i bake cup cakes better :DD

and i bet by the time i go back to jakarta and start baking,everyone's gonna fall in love for it.hahas.and most likely,i'll bake more on the last practicle :))

okies.i gotta go now.keep stressing on art.like i still miss literature and crazy colin koh.gags.

2006-08-18T18:57:00.000+08:00

yo-hoo.havent been going to school today.some sickness i have.haiis.nvm.

i did nothing at home but sleep,eat,surf the net,shower and watch tevee.and i've been rotting.such a boring day.instead to kill time i gorged myself up with junkies(though i'm not supposed to),and sleep all day.surprisingly enough,i watched some lame shows from youtube like daria and sakura.gags.

and then i went to snore again.then get some medicine and for the 1st time on a day,vear cheered me up.like i was turning on the tevee and it played the winx club and when the show ended,she started singing the song and i was craking up with laughters.kicking and screaming and grasping for breaths.hahas.

she went on "WINX!!WINX!!"ahhas.hell funny.and i even offered her to sign up for the winx club contest at kids central live.and she said that she'll be considering.hahas.soo cutee.

2006-08-17T15:41:00.000+08:00

came to school with a really bad temper after yesterday's incident.(i really had a hard time looking for my colour pencils).grr.

nothing much today.just that i totally screwed up my biology test(as expected,i dont really do well in bio).gonna have to start hitting the books again.

its just so sad that the bball team lost today's match.saw that long face of mummy's.hahas.and oh yeah,too bad i didnt spot for peggy today.if not i could have SAYANG SAYANG her mah.XD.and the next thing you'll ever know is that we've got bad hair day and there's a catfight going on.gags.

stressing on my art now.due tomorrow.like i've gotta redo everything again.grrr.and i think i completely screwed today's english test.haiis.so much for getting a placing.

gotta rush people!

2006-08-16T16:37:00.000+08:00

today i was pretty pissed off of almost everyone that i see.grr.like hell irritating.i think it could have just been my maid who woke me up early this morning and i was extremely pissed off cause she was irritating me.like she keeps tugging and pulling me and hell i could never stand that.

went to school with a long face.all downcasted and an angry look.good thing i boarded a not-so-packed bus.if not that would made me 1st.

went through Genesis and then vicki,mummy and me headed to the bball court for morning assembly.i was pretty happy that we had art for the 1st two periods.and my mood suddenly came back to normal when the girls got to play basketball during PE.it sure was tough for the girls to settle down and get into their groups of 7.

we started playing and we stopped when vicki feel down since she tripped over li ting's leg.i sat down with her and we were surprised that most of the girls went on playing a game of 'ice and water' (-.-)"crap.and when vicki was alright,we resumed the game of bball with lucinda and chun zhi.and at that time.all the girls were playing hide and seek.mr mak was not only surprised,but was amazed to.i mean,a PE lesson and they killed time by playing games instead of sports.that i could never believe and i don not know what had happended to my class lately.hahas.

i slept all the way during math lessons.everyone was like rushing through their work and copying on another's answers while i was slacking all the way with a book and eventually(i do not know why),i started to fall asleep.and i then i woke up real blurr.and chun kuan was the one who woke me up just to ask me vicki's question.we were supposed to have pre-encounter today but something cropped up so mummy wouldnt be able to go with us.and vicki dont want to do the pre-encounter too.so she ended up going with clarissa.haiis.

so..i tagged along with chun zhi!!hahas.and oh yeah,we went out with katherine,michelle,sheri and lucinda too!!had loads of fun today.we waitd for a hell long time for the bus to come.and unfortunately we've got the single deckker bus.so we decided not to board it.instead we walked to clementi.

unbelievable.cos i was never a big fan of walking.but at least i've got lots of company.

we chatted and chatted along the way.there was a lot of catching up to do.hahas.ever since everyone broke into fights and all.we all ended up in different ways.well not exactly.sheri and katherine were the only ones who tokked a different route.so there was me and chun zhi and michelle and lucinda left.

then out of a sudden,chun zhi and i became like real high.we ran and ran around the blocks and we started shouting and jumping and we even stopped by to a playground to have fun with the slides and then caught up with the others again.so funny.

and then i had sprite ice to quench my thrist after all that running and excitement. :Dfun fun fun fun.and the best part was that we actually wanted to eat at a nearby coffee shop but ended up at pizza hut.gags.too bad that michelle hadnt joined us.she off going home suffering with the curtain man(??)hahas.so sorry.

we goofed of by doing pretty lame stuff at the resto and we ordered a pretty big pizza.hawaiin!!!and i could not believe that i spotted vicki's sisey,jojo.didnt poped up to say hi cos i never realise it was her until katherine told me.hahas.and then i did something dumb.i was actually trying to squeeze through my way,only that i found out that two buttons of my uniform dropped off.(-.-)"grr.

and i had a race with sheri.who could eat the soup finish wins the game.and we both finished off being too sickly.gags.then after that i had two slices of the yummylicious pizza.well sort of.since chun zhi kept on pigging out all my stuff.gags.

and then we went to the bookshop to buy some stuff.intended to buy safety pins for my uniform but they do not sell any of it there.so i ended up buying a pink file just to cover up.like hell lame.hahas.and i wanted to buy that black note book but it was too expensive and i couldnt afford to waste my money anymore since my mum grounded me for spending a lil too much last month.grr.

went home together with lucinda and i came back home all moody again when i found out that my good for nothing ama cleaned up my stuff again.no offence.i mean,if she doesnt like the way i pack my stuff,why cant she just tell me??now i'll have to dig up all my stuff again cos i reckon she'll be putting away all of them in a new different place.and i'll bet she had forgotten where sh kept all mystuff.and she 'll be the one misunderstanding me when i tried to explain everything again.grr.

she's always judging on other people and somehow i could not understand why such people had lived.grr.

had a lil cold today.i hope i wont be going to school.hahas.

2006-08-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

mummy,vicki and me went through genesis today.learnt something.today was pretty boring.basically because i am grounded.grr.

i was pretty restless in class ever since i stayed up the whole night doing the art work and i've got vera's help.hahas.i'vr really got mothing to describe about today.well,i sneaked a book during chinese lessons.and slacked all the way during lessons.

and went straight home and ya-da-ya-da-ya.as usual.

i just couldn wait til the grounding is all over.

2006-08-14T18:36:00.000+08:00

grr.so stressed out today.like i've got to sit for tests and oral which is like a big sucker.grr.

the bus was like hell.it seemed like i couldnt find my way in or out.it was so packed and the old lady the i mentioned earlier a few months ago,was,indeed,on the same bus.hurh.

i was pretty amazed with how attentive i was during chinese lessons because i never,NEVER,pay attention in cheinese lessons ever since today.i used to get restless and all but today,i was stuck on a book copying all those stuff written down on the board.honestly,that actually freaked me out.

thank God that we didnt sat for the english test today.instead it was postponed to thursday.hahas.and chun zhi was like hugging and tugging on me,which made everyone turned their attention on us and i was like ?.?hahas.anyways,we got back our mock test.i sort of sank onto my chair when i've found out that aijia won me by a mark.grr.

i kept bitting my nails when i was having my oral.at least if it was english oral,i could have still survived.but unfortunately it was chinese oral.the examiner kept pouring me out with questions and i was like 'what the hell is she talking about?'.like some alien language or stuff.hahas.

and i had to sit there talking crap non-stop for about 5 minutes.honestly i gotta say,the only time i talked crap for a period of time was during chinese oral.i was confused and could not understand what the teacher was trying to say that i,myself ended up talking crap which made me even more confused.grr.

but its all over now.and i wont be taking anymore oral til' next year.and that's a long time to even stress about.

i went home together with beverly.and sad to say that she'll be transfering school by next year.well if she ever got the grades and score that she wanted.and whatever she told me about transfering school made me sort of sulked down and i started to think of some stuff.

ay,and i've still got more stuff to stress about.like i'm now dying just because of art.i havent finish the so-called-masterpiece(well thats what the art teacher expects).

i'm gonna have to ask for colour pencils again from vera.(like i'm so sick of it now).

2006-08-13T17:43:00.000+08:00

hehe.went to church sevice today with mummy,vicki and marcus.this time,it aint the same old marcus.uh hurh.instead,its marcus wee.argh.and we had to park at those expensive parking lots.grr.

nothing special.just that planetshakers decided to perform more songs today since we demanded an encore on friday.hahas.and they rocked the house.like so cool.and that was the last time i see them rocking.haiis.hope they'll be coming again next year.

and oh yeah.there'll be another concert.like the carpenters??ay,i had no idea what is it all about.never heard of it before til stephanie mentioned about it yesterday.hahs.but its impossible for me to go with her.some family gathering i have.and oh yeah,i wont be able to do bible study with her.mummy disagrees on it.haiis.

good news,more people are joining our family/cell grp!!hahas.so happy for them.

and yeah.that's about it.and noe i've gotta stress my time with home econs and chinese homework and all.grr.and i've still got chinese oral tomorrow!!garrr.i'm so pissed off right now.and i've still got tests to stress on.

stressed out people!!

2006-08-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

hey people.like i've just received a call from momma.and she's been screaming at me for spending too much money last month.gags.

my allowance was actually supposed to be $300.but i spent like about $1000.hahas.crap man.and so,you wont be expecting to see me with that LG chocolate phone.grrr.

and she's expecting me to call her as soon as possible.(bitting my nails)i just wish she wont ground me or let me have a ticket for curfew or even confiscate my ipod or cell.grrr.

2006-08-12T12:33:00.000+08:00

i just simply cannot stand being at home.home,to me is like spending my time in hell.where arguments and pain could only be found.but every place had it's sanctuary.and that's the only place where i could find peace in it.with my cousins and friends and so on,THAT is where i call home.

you see,i've got two homes in two different places.one,which i am in right now is here,in singapore.across the ocean is another.somehow i could not find peace in here.
like do you think its funny calling other people 'stupid','idiotic',or maybe just 'something wrong'??that hurts.but i'm not the person being called.

and do you ever open up your eyes to even see or look at whats out there,then just keeping it into yourself,,judging other people at your own thoughts and feeling?which,eventually leads to a misunderstanding and arguments.indeed,you have no rights to do that.
what does it even feel like when others mistreat you?and whatever actions you do is being charged.....by money...God,that's annoying.

somehow i do not know why i landed up in this place.perhaps i'll be the one who have to suffer for Him.but its perfectly alright.

and i'm just learning not to complain anymore because all these things get sick and tired and it goes on and on again.

so why bother?what is there so much to fuss about??

someday i'll just wait patiently for Him.wait for Him to change those people around me who do bad stuff which is so tiring and sickening to even mention about.

i shall not care anymore.to me,school and other places are my home.i cannot unerstand why i could not fit in here when people just do nothing but misunderstood me,charge me or even judge me.but thank God that there are people who shares my thoughts and feelings together.

bless those people.